Therefore to whom turn I but to Thee, the ineffable
Name?
Builder and maker, Thou, of houses not
made with hands!
What, have fear of change from Thee who art ever the
same?
Doubt that Thy power can fill the heart
that Thy power expands?
There shall never be one lost good! What was,
shall live as before;
The evil is null, is naught, is silence
implying sound; 70
What was good, shall be good, with, for evil, so much
good more;
On the earth the broken arcs; in the heaven,
a perfect round.
All we have willed or hoped or dreamed of good shall
exist;
Not its semblance, but itself; no beauty,
nor good, nor power
Whose voice has gone forth, but each survives for
the melodist,
When eternity affirms the conception of
an hour.
The high that proved too high, the heroic for earth
too hard.
The passion that left the ground to lose
itself in the sky,
Are music sent up to God by the lover and the bard;
Enough that he heard it once; we shall
hear it by and by. 80
And what is our failure here but a triumph’s
evidence
For the fulness of the days? Have
we withered or agonized?
Why else was the pause prolonged but that singing
might issue thence?
Why rushed the discords in but that harmony
should be prized?
Sorrow is hard to bear, and doubt is slow to clear,
Each sufferer says his say, his scheme
of the weal and woe:
But God has a few of us whom He whispers in the ear;
The rest may reason and welcome; ’tis
we musicians know.
Well, it is earth with me; silence resumes her reign:
I will be patient and proud, and soberly
acquiesce. 90
Give me the keys. I feel for the common chord
again,
Sliding by semitones, till I sink to the
minor,—yes,
And I blunt it into a ninth, and I stand on alien
ground,
Surveying awhile the heights I rolled
from into the deep:
Which, hark, I have dared and done, for my resting-place
is found,
The C Major of this life: so, now
I will try to sleep.
* * * * *
RABBI BEN EZRA
Grow old along with me deg.!
deg.1
The best is yet to be,
The last of life, for which the first was made:
Our times are in His hand
Who saith “A whole I planned,
Youth shows but half; trust God: see all, nor
be afraid!”
Not that, amassing flowers,
Youth sighed, “Which rose make ours,
Which lily leave and then as best recall!”
Not that, admiring stars,
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It yearned “Nor Jove, nor Mars;
Mine be some figured flame which blends, transcends
them all!”
Not for such hopes and fears
Annulling youth’s brief years,
Do I remonstrate: folly wide the mark!
Rather I prize the doubt
Low kinds exist without,
Finished and finite clods, untroubled by a spark.