In sight? Not half! for it seemed, it was certain,
to match man’s birth,
Nature in turn conceived, obeying an impulse
as I;
And the emulous heaven yearned down, made effort to
reach the earth.
As the earth had done her best, in my
passion, to scale the sky:
Novel splendours burst forth, grew familiar and dwelt
with mine.
Not a point nor peak but found and fixed
its wandering star; 30
Meteor-moons, balls of blaze: and they did not
pale nor pine,
For earth had attained to heaven, there
was no more near nor far.
Nay more; for there wanted not who walked, in the
glare and glow,
Presences plain in the place; or, fresh,
from the Protoplast,
Furnished for ages to come, when a kindlier wind should
blow,
Lured now to begin and live, in a house
to their liking at last:
Or else the wonderful Dead who have passed thro’
the body and gone,
But were back once more to breathe in
an old world worth their new:
What never had been, was now; what was, as it shall
be anon;
And what is,—shall I say, matched
both? for I was made perfect too. 40
All thro’ my keys that gave their sounds to
a wish of my soul,
All thro’ my soul that praised as
its wish flowed visibly forth,
All thro’ music and me! For think, had
I painted the whole,
Why, there it had stood, to see, nor the
process so wonder-worth:
Had I written the same, made verse—still,
effect proceeds from cause,
Ye know why the forms are fair, ye hear
how the tale is told;
It is all triumphant art, but art in obedience to
laws,
Painter and poet are proud, in the artist-list
enrolled:—
But here is the finger of God, a flash of the will
that can,
Existent behind all laws, that made them,
and, lo, they are! 50
And I know not if, save in this, such gift be allowed
to man,
That out of three sounds he frame, not
a fourth sound, but a star.
Consider it well: each tone of our scale in itself
is naught;
It is everywhere in the world—loud,
soft, and all is said:
Give it to me to use! I mix it with two in my
thought,
And, there! Ye have heard and seen;
consider and bow the head!
Well, it is gone at last, the palace of music I reared;
Gone! and the good tears start, the praises
that come too slow;
For one is assured at first, one scarce can say that
he feared,
That he even gave it a thought, the gone
thing was to go. 60
Never to be again! But many more of the kind
As good, nay, better perchance: is
this your comfort to me?
To me, who must be saved because I cling with my mind
To the same, same self, same love, same
God: ay, what was, shall be.