The White Ladies of Worcester eBook

Florence L. Barclay
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 445 pages of information about The White Ladies of Worcester.

The White Ladies of Worcester eBook

Florence L. Barclay
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 445 pages of information about The White Ladies of Worcester.

Mora—­secretly glad to keep yet a little longer the sweet bliss of betrothal, with its promise of unknown yet deeper joys to come—­resisted Hugh’s attempts to induce her to defy Eleanor, flout her wrongful claim to authority, and wed him without obtaining the Royal sanction.  Steeped in the bliss of having taken one step into an unimagined state of happiness, she felt no necessity or inclination hurriedly to take another.

Yet when, upheld by the ecstasy of those final moments together, she had let him go, as she watched him ride away, a strange foreboding of coming ill had seized her, and a restless yearning, which she could not understand, yet which she knew would never be stilled until she could clasp his head again to her breast, feel his crisp hair in her fingers, and know him safe, and her own.

This chamber then had witnessed long hours of prayer and vigil, as she knelt at the shrine in the nook between the casements, beseeching our Lady and Saint Joseph for the safe return of her lover.

Then came the news of Hugh’s supposed perfidy; and from this chamber she had gone forth to hide her broken heart in the sacred refuge of the Cloister; to offer to God and the service of Holy Church, the life which had been robbed of all natural joys by the faithlessness of a man.

And this had happened eight years ago, as men count time.  But as nuns count it?  And lovers?  A lifetime?  A night?

It had seemed indeed a lifetime to the Prioress of the White Ladies, during the first days of her return to the world.  But to the woman who now kneeled at the casement, drinking in the balmy sweetness of the summer night, looking with soft yearning eyes at the well-remembered landscape flooded in silvery moonlight, it seemed—­a night.

A night—­since she stood on the battlements, her lover’s arms about her.

A night—­since she said:  “Thou wilt come back to me, Hugh. . . .  My love will ever be around thee as a silver shield.”

A night—­since, as the last words he should hear from her lips, she had said:  “Maid or wife, God knows I am all thine own.  Thine, and none other’s, forever.”

Of all the memories connected with this chamber, the clearest to-night was of the hungry ache at her heart, when Hugh had gone.  It had seemed to her then that never could that ache be stilled, until she could once again clasp his head to her breast.  She knew now that it never had been stilled.  Dulled, ignored, denied; called by other names; but stilled—­never.

On this night it was as sweetly poignant as on that other night eight years ago, when she had slowly descended to this very room, from the moonlit battlements.

Yet to-night she was maid and wife.  Moreover Hugh was here, under this very roof.  Yet had he bidden her a grave good-night, without so much as touching her hand.  Yet his dark eyes had said:  “I love thee.”

Kneeling at the casement, Mora reviewed the days since they rode forth from Warwick.

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