She knew that they do rightly and for themselves well who in Love’s strength brush aside all worldly barriers and insensate prejudice.  She knew that it is the one great Democrat strong as Death—­when it comes, though sad to say in decaying states it comes too seldom; that its imperious mandate makes the king no higher than the beggar-girl and binds in sweet equality the child of fortune and the man of toil.  She knew that the mysterious Power which orders all things has not trusted to a frail support in resting the conservation of the race upon the strength of loving.

All this she knew and more, knew as by instinct as her love flamed conscious in her.

She knew that there was one thing to which love like hers could not link itself and that was to dishonour, not the false dishonour of conventionalism but the real dishonour of proving untrue to herself.  She know that when she ceased to respect herself, when she shrank from herself, then she would shrink before him whom she loved and who loved her.  She knew that she could better bear to lose him, to go lonely and solitary along the future years, than shame that self-consciousness which ever she had held sacred but which was doubly sacred now he loved her.

How she loved him!  For his soul, for his body, for his brain, for his rough tenderness, for his fiery tongue!  She loved his broad shoulders and his broad mind.  She loved his hearty laugh and his hearty hand-grip and his homely speech and his red-hot enthusiasm.  She loved him because she felt that he dared and because she felt that he loved her.  She loved him because she had learned to see in him her ideal.  She loved him because he was in danger for the Cause and because he was going from her and because she had loved him for years had she but known.  She loved him for a thousand things.  And yet!  Something held her back.  It only needed a word but the word did not come.  It was on her lips a dozen times, that one word “Ned!” which meant all words, and she did not say it.

They stood there side by side, motionless, silent, waiting, Ned suffering anguish unspeakable, Nellie plunged in that great joy which comes so seldom that some say it only comes to herald deeper sadness.  To him the glorious scene around spoke nothing, he hardly saw it; to her it was enchanted with a strange enchantment, never had it seemed so, all the times she had seen it.  How beautiful life was!  How sweet to exist!  How glad the world!

“Nellie!” said Ned, at last, humbly, penitently, hopelessly.  “I’m not a good man.  I haven’t been just what you think I’ve been.”  He stopped, then added, slowly and desperately as if on an afterthought:  “If—­your own heart—­won’t plead—­for—­me—­it’s not a bit of use my saying anything.”