untiring care, self-abnegation, angelic sweetness
and serenity of this humble woman gained the attachment
of the whole family, and established an ascendency
over Alfred’s impressionable imagination.
She did not confine her office to her patient’s
physical welfare, but strove earnestly to minister
to him spiritually. His long convalescence “was
like a second birth. He did not seem more than
seventeen: he had the joyousness of a child, the
fancies of a page, like Cherubino in the
Marriage
of Figaro. All the difficulties and subjects
of despair which preceded his malady had vanished in
a rose-colored distance. He passed his days in
reading interminable books—
Clarissa
Harlowe, which he already knew, the
Memorial
of St. Helena, and all the memoirs relating to
the Empire. In the evening we all gathered about
his writing-table to draw and chat, while Soeur Marcelline
sat by knitting in bright worsteds. Auguste Barre,
our neighbor, came to work at an album of caricatures
in the style of Toeppfer’s, and we all amused
ourselves with the comic illustrations: Alfred
and Barre had the pencil, the rest of us composed
a text as absurd as the drawings. Who will give
us back those delicious evenings of laughter, jest
and chat, when without stirring from home or depending
on anything from without our whole household was so
happy?” Alas! they were not of long duration.
By and by Sister Marcelline went away, leaving her
patient a pen on which she had embroidered, “Remember
your promises.” He was afflicted by her
departure, and wrote some lines to her, who, as he
said, did not know what poetry meant, but he could
never be induced to show them, although he repeated
them to Paul and their friend Alfred Tattet, who between
them contrived to note down the four following verses:
Poor girl! thou art no longer
fair.
By watching Death with patient
care
Thou pale as he
art grown:
By tending upon human pain
Thy hand is worn as coarse
in grain
As horny Labor’s
own.
But weariness and courage meek
Illuminate thy pallid cheek
Beside the dying bed:
To the poor suffering mortal’s clutch
Thy hard hand hath a gentle touch,
With tears and warm blood fed.
* * *
* *
Tread to the end thy lonely road,
All for thy task and toward thy God,
Thy footsteps day by day.
That evil must exist, we prate,
And wisely leave it to its fate,
And pass another way;
But thy pure conscience owns it not,
Though ceaseless warfare is thy lot
Against disease and woe;
No ills for thee have power to sting,
Nor to thy lip a murmur bring,
Save those that others know.
De Musset held in peculiar sacredness and reverence
whatever was connected with this good woman and his
feeling for her: seventeen years after this illness
the embroidered pen and a piece of her knitting were
buried with him by almost his last request.