that he could not always go on being a boy. The
year behind him had been almost sterile, and marked
by the loss of many of what he called his illusions.
He had been implored and urged to write by his friends
and editors, had made and broken promises without
number to the latter, and had become involved in money
difficulties to a degree which kept him in constant
anxiety and torment. Yet he steadily rejected
all his brother’s affectionate advice and importunities
to shake off the deepening lethargy. He would
not write poetry because the Muse did not come of
her free will, and he would never do her violence.
He had forsworn prose, because he said everybody wrote
that, and many so ill that he would not swell the number
of magazine story-writers, who, he foresaw, were to
lower the standard of fiction and style. In short,
he always had an excuse for doing nothing, and although
he hated above all things to leave Paris, and seldom
accepted the invitations of his friends in the country,
he now repeatedly rushed out of town to escape the
visits of editors, who had become no better than duns
in his eyes. When at home he shut himself in
his room for days together in so gloomy a frame of
mind that even his brother did not venture to break
in upon him: he even made a furtive attempt at
suicide one night when his despondency reached its
lowest depth; it was foiled by the accident of Paul’s
having unloaded the pistols and locked up the powder
and balls some time before. He grew morbidly
irritable, and resented Paul’s remonstrances,
which, we may be sure, were made with all the tact
and consideration of natural delicacy and unselfish
affection, generally by laughing at the poor poet,
which was the most effectual way of restoring his courage
and good-humor. One morning he emerged from his
seclusion, and with vindictive desperation threw before
his brother a quantity of manuscripts, saying, “You
would have prose: there it is for you.”
It was the introduction to a sort of romance called
Le Poete dechu, a wretched story of a young
man of many gifts who finds himself under the necessity
of writing for the support of his orphan sisters,
and it described with harrowing eloquence the vain
efforts of his exhausted brain. The extracts in
the biography are painfully affecting and powerful,
but the work was never finished or published.
Such a state of things could not go on indefinitely,
and De Musset fell dangerously ill of congestion of
the lungs, brought on by reckless imprudence when
already far from well: the attack was accompanied
by so much fever and delirium that it was at first
mistaken for brain fever. This illness redoubled
the tenderness and devotion of his family and friends:
his Marraine and Princess Belgiojoso took turns by
his bedside, magnetizing the unruly patient into quiescence;
but the person who exercised the greatest influence
over him was a poor Sister of Charity, Soeur Marcelline,
who was engaged to assist in nursing him. The