dated September, 1840, in his OEuvres posthumes:
“I have told you how about a year ago an absurd
passion, totally useless and somewhat ridiculous,
made me break with all my habits. I forsook all
my surroundings, my friends of both sexes, the current
in which I was living, and one of the prettiest women
in Paris. I did not succeed in my foolish dream,
you must understand; and now I find myself cured, it
is true, but high and dry like a fish in a grain-field.”
This is probably the clue, and the foolish dream was
for a woman to whom his brother refers as having repelled
Alfred’s homage with harshness, and having called
forth from him some short and extremely bitter verses
beginning “Oui, femme,” and another called
“Adieu!” in which there prevails a tone
of quiet but deep feeling. This is a sad story:
he apparently united the volatility and vagrancy of
fancy, the inconstancy of light shallow natures, with
the ardor and intensity of passion and the capacity
for suffering which belong to strong and steadfast
ones. There was a childlike quality in his disposition,
which showed itself in a sort of simplicity and spontaneousness
in the midst of a corrupt existence, and still more
in the uncontrollable, absorbing violence of his emotions:
they swept over him, momentarily devastating his present
and blotting out the horizon, but unlike the tempests
of childhood their ravages did not disappear when
the clouds dispersed and the torrents subsided.
The life of debauchery which had preceded his journey
to Italy was replaced, for some years, by a less excessive
degree of dissipation, during which he lived with
a fast set, who, however, were men of talent and accomplishments,
the foremost among them being Prince Belgiojoso.
The influence of the two fortunate years, 1837-38,
not only the happiest but the most fertile of his
short career, seems to have weakened these associations
and led him into calmer paths. He had formed several
friendships with women of a sort which both parties
may regard with pride, in particular with the Princess
Belgiojoso, one of the most striking and original
figures of our monotonous time, and Madame Maxime Jaubert,
a clever, attractive young woman with a delightful
house, whom he called his Marraine because
she had given him a nickname. These women, and
others—but these two above the rest—were
sincerely and loyally attached to him with a disinterested
regard which did not spare advice, nor even rebuke,
or relax under his loss of health and brilliancy or
neglect of their kindness, which nevertheless he felt
and valued. His purest source of pleasure was
in the talent of others, which gave him a generous
and sympathetic enjoyment. The appearance of
Pauline Garcia—now Madame Viardot—and
Rachel, who came out almost simultaneously at the age
of seventeen, added delight to the two happy years.
He has left notices of the first performances of these
artistes, the former in opera, the latter on the stage
(for he was musical himself and a connoisseur)