Amongst the wretched crew was one poor woman, who fainted when she was hauled on board:  Mary undressed her, and when she had recovered, and soothed her, left her to enjoy the rest she required to recruit her strength, which fear had quite exhausted.  She returned again to view the angry deep; and when she gazed on its perturbed state, she thought of the Being who rode on the wings of the wind, and stilled the noise of the sea; and the madness of the people—­He only could speak peace to her troubled spirit! she grew more calm; the late transaction had gratified her benevolence, and stole her out of herself.

One of the sailors, happening to say to another, “that he believed the world was going to be at an end;” this observation led her into a new train of thoughts:  some of Handel’s sublime compositions occurred to her, and she sung them to the grand accompaniment.  The Lord God Omnipotent reigned, and would reign for ever, and ever!—­Why then did she fear the sorrows that were passing away, when she knew that He would bind up the broken-hearted, and receive those who came out of great tribulation.  She retired to her cabin; and wrote in the little book that was now her only confident.  It was after midnight.

“At this solemn hour, the great day of judgment fills my thoughts; the day of retribution, when the secrets of all hearts will be revealed; when all worldly distinctions will fade away, and be no more seen.  I have not words to express the sublime images which the bare contemplation of this awful day raises in my mind.  Then, indeed, the Lord Omnipotent will reign, and He will wipe the tearful eye, and support the trembling heart—­yet a little while He hideth his face, and the dun shades of sorrow, and the thick clouds of folly separate us from our God; but when the glad dawn of an eternal day breaks, we shall know even as we are known.  Here we walk by faith, and not by sight; and we have this alternative, either to enjoy the pleasures of life which are but for a season, or look forward to the prize of our high calling, and with fortitude, and that wisdom which is from above, endeavour to bear the warfare of life.  We know that many run the race; but he that striveth obtaineth the crown of victory.  Our race is an arduous one!  How many are betrayed by traitors lodged in their own breasts, who wear the garb of Virtue, and are so near akin; we sigh to think they should ever lead into folly, and slide imperceptibly into vice.  Surely any thing like happiness is madness!  Shall probationers of an hour presume to pluck the fruit of immortality, before they have conquered death? it is guarded, when the great day, to which I allude, arrives, the way will again be opened.  Ye dear delusions, gay deceits, farewel! and yet I cannot banish ye for ever; still does my panting soul push forward, and live in futurity, in the deep shades o’er which darkness hangs.—­I try to pierce the gloom, and find a resting-place, where my thirst of knowledge will be gratified, and my ardent affections find an object to fix them.  Every thing material must change; happiness and this fluctating principle is not compatible.  Eternity, immateriality, and happiness,—­what are ye?  How shall I grasp the mighty and fleeting conceptions ye create?”