gay parties as if life were not one long tragedy.  Once the way was stopped, once we lost it.  That mistake nearly killed me.  At last a watchman helped us to the little by-street where Dr. Penn was lodging, near which a loud sound of carpenters’ work and hurrying groups of people puzzled me exceedingly.  After much knocking, an upper window was opened and a head put out, and my dear friend’s dear voice called to us.  I sprang out on to the pavement and cried—­

“Dr. Penn, this is Dorothy.”

He came down and took us in, and then (my voice failing) Robert explained to him the nature of our errand, and showed him the ghastly proof.  Dr. Penn came back to me.

“My love,” he said, “you must come up-stairs and rest.”

“Rest!” I shrieked, “never!  Get your hat, doctor, and come quickly.  Let us go to the king.  Let us do something.  We have very little time, and he must be saved.”

I believe I was very unreasonable; I fear that I delayed them some minutes before good Dr. Penn could persuade me that I should only be a hindrance, that he would do everything that was possible, and could do so much better with no one but Robert.

“My love,” he said, “trust me.  To obey is better than sacrifice!”

I went up-stairs into the dingy little sitting-room, and he went to call his landlady—­“a good woman,” he said:  “I have known her long.”  Then he went away, and Robert with him, to the house of the Home Secretary.

It was three o’clock.  Five hours still!

I sat staring at the sprawling paper on the walls, and at the long snuff of the candle that Dr. Penn had lighted, and at a framed piece of embroidery, representing Abraham sacrificing Isaac, that hung upon the wall.  Were there no succouring angels now?

The door opened, and I looked wearily round.  A motherly woman, with black eyes, fat cheeks, and a fat wedding-ring, stood curtseying at the door.  I said, “I think you are Dr. Penn’s landlady?  He says you are very good.  Pray come in.”

Then I dropped my head on my hand again, and stared vacantly as before.  Exhaustion had almost become stupor, and it was in a sort of dream that I watched the stout figure moving softly to and fro, lighting the fire, and bringing an air of comfort over the dreary little parlour.  Then she was gone for a little bit, and I felt a little more lonely and weary; and then I heard that cheerful clatter, commonly so grateful to feminine exhaustion, and the good woman entered with a toasted glow upon her face, bearing a tray with tea, and such hospitable accompaniments as she could command.  She set them down and came up to me with an air of determination.

“My dear, you must be a good young lady and take some tea.  We all have our troubles, but a good heart goes a long way.”

Her pitying face broke me down.  How sadly without feminine sympathy I had been through all my troubles I had never felt as I felt it now that it had come.  I fairly dropped my head upon her shoulder and sobbed out the apparently irrelevant remark—­