“I was all Spring, for in my being
dwelt
Eternal youth, where flowers
are the fruit;
Full feeling was the thought of what was
felt,
Its music was the meaning
of the lute;
But heaven and earth such life will still
deny,
For earth, divorced from heaven, still
asks the question Why?
“Upon the highest mountains my young
feet
Ached, that no pinions from
their lightness grew,
My starlike eyes the stars would fondly
greet,
Yet win no greeting from the
circling blue;
Fair, self-subsistent each in its own
sphere,
They had no care that there
was none for me;
Alike to them that I was far or near,
Alike to them time and eternity.
“But from the violet of lower air
Sometimes an answer to my
wishing came;
Those lightning-births my nature seemed
to share,
They told the secrets of its
fiery frame,
The sudden messengers of hate and love,
The thunderbolts that arm the hand of
Jove,
And strike sometimes the sacred spire,
and strike the sacred grove.
“Come in a moment, in a moment gone,
They answered me, then left me still more
lone;
They told me that the thought which ruled
the world
As yet no sail upon its course had furled,
That the creation was but just begun,
New leaves still leaving from the primal
one,
But spoke not of the goal to which my
rapid wheels would run.
“Still, still my eyes, though tearfully,
I strained
To the far future which my heart contained,
And no dull doubt my proper hope profaned.
“At last, O bliss! thy living form
I spied,
Then a mere speck upon a distant
sky;
Yet my keen glance discerned its noble
pride,
And the full answer of that
sun-filled eye;
I knew it was the wing that must upbear
My earthlier form into the
realms of air.
“Thou knowest how we gained that
beauteous height,
Where dwells the monarch, of the sons
of light;
Thou knowest he declared us two to be
The chosen servants of his ministry,
Thou as his messenger, a sacred sign
Of conquest, or, with omen more benign,
To give its due weight to the righteous
cause,
To express the verdict of Olympian laws.
“And I to wait upon the lonely spring,
Which slakes the thirst of
bards to whom ’t is given
The destined dues of hopes divine to sing,
And weave the needed chain
to bind to heaven.
Only from such could be obtained a draught
For him who in his early home from Jove’s
own cup has quaffed
“To wait, to wait, but not to wait
too long.
Till heavy grows the burden of a song;
O bird! too long hast thou been gone to-day,
My feet are weary of their frequent way,
The spell that opes the spring my tongue
no more can say.
“If soon thou com’st not,
night will fall around,
My head with a sad slumber will be bound,
And the pure draught be spilt upon the
ground.