“Why-” cried she.
“Oh! there you are,” I said bitterly. “Then Mistress Jermyn is within doors.”
Then I turned and went straight upstairs after her; and, as I went heard the ring of running footsteps in the paved passage out of doors, and knew that the guard was coming up. The fellow still leaned, dazed, against the doorpost; and the old woman was pouring out scream after scream.
I went after Dolly straight into the room from which she had come. It was a little parlour, very richly furnished, with candles burning, and curtains across the windows. It looked out towards the river, I suppose. Dolly was standing, as pale as paper; but I could not tell—nor did I greatly care—whether it were anger or terror. I think I must have looked pretty frightening—(but then, she had spirit enough for anything!)—for I was still in my splashed boots and disordered dress, and as angry as I have ever been in my life. I could see she was not dressed for Her Majesty; so I supposed—(and I proved to be right)—that she was not in attendance this evening. It was better fortune than I deserved, to find her so.
“Now,” said I, “what are you doing here?”
(I spoke sharply and fiercely, as to a bad child. I was far too angry to do otherwise. As I spoke, I heard the guard come in below; and a clamour of voices break out. I knew that they would be up directly.)
“Now,” I said again, “you have your choice! Will you give me up to the guard; or will you hear what I have to say? You can send them away if you will. You can say I am your cousin?”
She looked at me; but said nothing.
“Oh! I am not drunk,” I said. “Now, you can—”
Then came a thunder of footsteps on the stairs; and I stopped. I knew I had broken every law of the Court; I had behaved unpardonably. It would mean the end of everything for me. But I would not, even now, have asked pardon from God Almighty for what I had done.
Then Dolly, with a gesture, waved me aside; and confronted the serjeant on the threshold.
“You can go,” she said. “This is my cousin. I will arrange with them below.”
The man hesitated. Over his shoulder I could see a couple more faces, glaring in at me.
Dolly stamped her foot.
“I tell you to go. Do you not hear me?”
“Mistress—” began the man.
“How dare you disobey me!” cried Dolly, all aflame with some emotion. “This is my own parlour, is it not?”
He still looked doubtfully; and his eyes wandered from her to me, and back again. He was yet just without the room. Then Dolly slammed to the door, in a passion, in his very face.
Then she wheeled on me, like lightning. (I heard the men’s footsteps begin to go downstairs.)
“Now you will explain, if you please—” she began, with a furious kind of bitterness.
“My maid,” said I, “that kind of talk will not do with me”—(for at her tone my anger blazed up higher even than hers). “It is I who have to ask Why and How?”