Idolatry eBook

Julian Hawthorne
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 290 pages of information about Idolatry.

Idolatry eBook

Julian Hawthorne
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 290 pages of information about Idolatry.

But Helwyse had relapsed into silence.  The little hair-dresser was happy, was he?—­happy, and hopeful, and conscious of spiritual progress?—­had no misgivings and feared no danger,—­because he had eliminated reason from his scheme of religion!  Divine reason,—­could man live without it?  A snare?—­Well, had not Balder found it so?

True, that was not reason’s fault, but his who misused reason.  True, also, that he who believed on others’ authority believed not ideas but men, and was destitute of self-reliance or dignity.  Yet the hair-dresser seemed to find in that very dependence his best happiness, and to have built up a factitious self-respect from the very ruin of true dignity.  His position was the antipodes of Balder’s, yet, if results were evidence, it was tenable and more successful.

This plump, superficial, smiling little hair-dresser was a person of no importance, yet it happened to him to modify not only Helwyse’s external aspect, but the aspect of his mind as well,—­by the presentation of a new idea; for strange to say, Helwyse had never chanced to doubt that seraphim were higher than cherubim, or that independence was the only ladder to heaven.  To be taught by one avowedly without intellect is humiliating; but the experience of many will furnish examples of a singular disregard of this kind of proprieties.

When the shaving was done to the artist’s satisfaction, he held the mirror before his customer’s face.  Helwyse looked narrowly at his reflection, as was natural in making the acquaintance of one who was to be his near and intimate companion.  He beheld a set of features strongly yet gracefully built, but shorn of a certain warm, manly attractiveness.  The immediate visibility of mouth and chin—­index of so large a part of man’s nature—­startled him.  He was dismayed at the ease wherewith the working of emotion might now be traced.  Man wholly unveiled to himself is indeed an awful spectacle, be the dissection-room that of the surgeon or of the psychologist.  Hardly might angels themselves endure it.  A measure of ignorance of ourselves is wise, because consciousness of a weakness may lead us to give it rein.  Perfect strength can coexist only with perfect knowledge, but neither is attainable by man.  Man should pay to be screened from himself, lest his sword fail,—­lest the Gorgon’s head on his breast change him to stone.

The gracious, outflowering veil of Balder Helwyse’s life had vanished, leaving nakedness.  Henceforth he must depend on fence, feint and guard, not on the downright sword-stroke.  With Adam, the fig-leaf succeeded innocence as a garment; for Helwyse, artificial address must do duty as a fig-leaf.  The day of guiltless sincerity was past; gone likewise the day of open acknowledgment of guilt.  Now dawned the day of counterfeiting,—­not always the shortest of our mortal year.

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