“Oh, yes!” answered Sophia, lifting her dark eyes in a real enthusiasm.
“Though inland far we be,
Our souls have sight of that immortal sea
Which brought us hither.’”
And they were both very happy in this luxury of mystical speculation. Eternity was behind as before them. Soft impulses from moon and stars, and from the witching beauty of lonely hills and scented garden-ways, touched within their souls some primal sympathy that drew them close to that unseen boundary dividing spirits from shadow-casting men. It is true they rather felt than understood; but when the soul has faith, what matters comprehension?
In the cold sweetness of the following dawn, the squire returned from Up-Hill. “Barf is gone, Alice,” were his first words.
“But all is well, William.”
“No doubt of it. I met the rector on the hillside. ‘How is Barf?’ I asked; and he answered, ‘Thank God, he has the mastery!’ Then he went on without another word. Barf had lost his sight when I got there; but he knew my voice, and he asked me to lay my face against his face. ’I’ve done well to Sandal,—well to Sandal,’ he muttered at intervals. ‘You’ll know it some day, William.’ I can’t think what he meant. I hope he hasn’t left me any money. I could not take it, Alice.”
“Was that all?”
“When Steve came in he said something like ‘Charlotte,’ and he looked hard at me; and then again, ‘I’ve done well by Sandal.’ But I was too late. Ducie said he had been very restless about me earlier in the afternoon: he was nearly outside life when I got there. We thought he would speak no more; but about three o’clock this morning he called quite clearly, ‘Ducie, the abbot’s cross.’ Then Ducie unlocked the oak chest that stands by the bed-side, and took from it an ivory crucifix. She put it in his left hand. With a smile he touched the Christ upon it; and so, clasping the abbot’s cross, he died.”
“I wonder at that, William. A better Church-of-England man was not in all the dales than Barf Latrigg.”
“Ay; but you see, Alice, that cross is older than the Church of England. It was given to the first Latrigg of Up-Hill by the first abbot of Furness. Before the days of Wyckliffe and Latimer, every one of them, babe and hoary-head, died with it in their hands. There are things that go deeper down than creeds, Alice; and the cross with the Saviour on it is one of them. I would like to feel it myself, even when I was past seeing it. I would like to take the step between here and there with it in my hands.”
In the cool of the afternoon, Julius and the girls went to Up-Hill. He had a solemn curiousness about death; and both personally and theoretically the transition filled him with vague, momentous ideas, relating to all sides of his conscious being. In every land where he had sojourned, the superstitions and ceremonials that attended it were subjects of interest to him. So he was much touched when he