same predilection for a Paris residence that I had.
I was extremely sorrowful at being separated from my
friends, and at being unable to give my children that
taste for the fine arts, which is acquired with difficulty
in the country; and as there was no positive prohibition
of my return in the letter of the consul Lebrun,*
but merely some significant hints, I formed a hundred
projects of returning, and trying if the first consul,
who at that time was still tender of public opinion,
would venture to brave the murmurs which my banishment
would not fail to excite. My father, who condescended
sometimes to reproach himself for being partly the
cause of spoiling my fortune, conceived the idea of
going himself to Paris, to speak to the first consul
in my favor. I confess, that at first I consented
to accept this proof of my father’s attachment;
I represented to myself such an idea of the ascendancy
which his presence would produce, that I thought it
impossible to resist him; his age, the fine expression
of his looks, and the union of so much noble mindedness,
and refinement of intellect, appeared to me likely
even to captivate Bonaparte himself. I knew not
at that time, to what a degree the consul was irritated
against his book; but fortunately for me, I reflected
that these very advantages were only more likely to
excite in the first consul a stronger desire of humbling
their possessor. Assuredly he would have found
means, at least in appearance, of accomplishing that
desire; as power in France has many allies, and if
the spirit of opposition has been frequently displayed,
it has only been because the weakness of the government
has offered it an easy victory. It cannot be
too often repeated, that what the French love above
all things, is success, and that with them, power easily
succeeds in making misfortune ridiculous. Finally,
thank God! I awoke from the illusion to which
I had given myself up, and positively refused the
noble sacrifice which my father proposed to make for
me. When he saw me completely decided not to accept
it, I perceived how much it would have cost him.
I lost him fifteen months afterwards, and if he had
then executed the journey he proposed, I should have
attributed his illness to that cause, and remorse would
have still kept my wound festering.
* This letter is the same which is spoken of in the
4th part of the Considerations on the French revolution,
chap. 7. Editor.
It was also during the winter of 1802-3, that Switzerland
took arms against the unitarian constitution which
had been imposed upon her. Singular mania of
the French revolutionists to compel all countries
to adopt a political organization similar to that of
France! There are, doubtless, principles common
to all countries, such as those which secure the civil
and political rights of free people; but of what consequence
is it whether there should be a limited monarchy,
as in England, or a federal republic, like the United
States, or the Thirteen Swiss Cantonss? and was it
necessary to reduce Europe to a single idea, like
the Roman people to a single head, in order to be
able to command and to change the whole in one day!