Yet the whispered story does not
deepen grief;
But relief
For the loneliness of sorrow seems to flow
From the Long-Ago,
When I think of other lives that learned, like mine,
To resign,
And remember that the sadness of the fall
Comes alike to all.
What regrets, what longings for the
lost were theirs I
And what prayers
For the silent strength that nerves us to endure
Things we cannot cure!
Pacing up and down the garden where they paced,
I have traced
All their well-worn paths of patience, till I find
Comfort in my mind.
Faint and far away their ancient
griefs appear:
Yet how near
Is the tender voice, the careworn, kindly face,
Of the human race!
Let us walk together in the garden, dearest heart,—
Not apart!
They who know the sorrows other lives have known
Never walk alone.
October, 1903.
THE MESSAGE
Waking from tender sleep,
My neighbour’s little child
Put out his baby hand to me,
Looked in my face, and smiled.
It seems as if he came
Home from a happy land,
To bring a message to my heart
And make me understand.
Somewhere, among bright dreams,
A child that once was mine
Has whispered wordless love to him,
And given him a sign.
Comfort of kindly speech,
And counsel of the wise,
Have helped me less than what I read
In those deep-smiling eyes.
Sleep sweetly, little friend,
And dream again of heaven:
With double love I kiss your hand,—
Your message has been given.
November, 1903.
DULCIS MEMORIA
Long, long ago I heard a little song,
(Ah, was it long ago, or yesterday?)
So lowly, slowly wound the tune along,
That far into my heart it
found the way:
A melody consoling and endearing;
And now, in silent hours, I’m often
hearing
The small, sweet song that
does not die away.
Long, long ago I saw a little flower—
(Ah, was it long ago, or yesterday?)
So fair of face and fragrant for an hour,
That something dear to me
it seemed to say,—
A wordless joy that blossomed into being;
And now, in winter days, I’m often
seeing
The friendly flower that does
not fade away.
Long, long ago we had a little child,—
(Ah, was it long ago, or yesterday?)
Into his mother’s eyes and mine
he smiled
Unconscious love; warm in
our arms he lay.
An angel called! Dear heart, we could
not hold him;
Yet secretly your arms and mine infold
him—
Our little child who does
not go away.
Long, long ago? Ah, memory, make
it clear—
(It was not long ago, but
yesterday.)
So little and so helpless and so dear—
Let not the song be lost,
the flower decay!
His voice, his waking eyes, his gentle
sleeping:
The smallest things are safest in thy
keeping,—
Sweet memory, keep our child
with us alway.