Come, give me back my life again, you
heavy-handed Death!
Uncrook your fingers from my throat, and
let me draw my breath.
You do me wrong to take me now—too
soon for me to die—
Ah, loose me from this clutching pain,
and hear the reason why.
I know I’ve had my forty years,
and wasted every one;
And yet, I tell you honestly, my life
is just begun;
I’ve walked the world like one asleep,
a dreamer in a trance;
But now you’ve gripped me wide awake—I
want another chance.
My dreams were always beautiful, my thoughts
were high and fine;
No life was ever lived on earth to match
those dreams of mine.
And would you wreck them unfulfilled?
What folly, nay, what crime!
You rob the world, you waste a soul; give
me a little time.
You’ll hear me? Yes, I’m
sure you will, my hope is not in vain:
I feel the even pulse of peace, the sweet
relief from pain;
The black fog rolls away from me; I’m
free once more to plan:
Another chance is all I need to prove
myself a man!
* * * * *
The world is full of warfare ’twixt
the evil and the good;
I watched the battle from afar as one
who understood
The shouting and confusion, the bloody,
blundering fight—
How few there are that see it clear, how
few that wage it right!
The captains flushed with foolish pride,
the soldiers pale with fear,
The faltering flags, the feeble fire from
ranks that swerve and veer,
The wild mistakes, the dismal doubts,
the coward hearts that flee—
The good cause needs a nobler knight to
win the victory.
A man whose soul is pure and strong, whose
sword is bright and keen,
Who knows the splendour of the fight and
what its issues mean;
Who never takes one step aside, nor halts,
though hope be dim,
But cleaves a pathway thro’ the
strife, and bids men follow him.
No blot upon his stainless shield, no
weakness in his arm;
No sign of trembling in his face to break
his valour’s charm:
A man like this could stay the flight
and lead the wavering line;
Ah, give me but a year of life—I’ll
make that glory mine!
* * * * *
Religion? Yes, I know it well; I’ve
heard its prayers and creeds,
And seen men put them all to shame with
poor, half-hearted deeds.
They follow Christ, but far away; they
wander and they doubt.
I’ll serve him in a better way,
and live his precepts out.
You see, I waited just for this; I could
not be content
To own a feeble, faltering faith with
human weakness blent.
Too many runners in the race move slowly,
stumble, fall;
But I will run so straight and swift I
shall outstrip them all.
Oh, think what it will mean to men, amid
their foolish strife,
To see the clear, unshadowed light of
one true Christian life,
Without a touch of selfishness, without
a taint of sin,—
With one short month of such a life a
new world would begin!