Ant. O you wrong me,
To think I sought this parting, or desired
To accuse you more than what will clear myself,
And justify this breach.
Cleo. Thus low I thank you;
And, since my innocence will not offend,
I shall not blush to own it.
Vent. After this, I think she’ll blush at nothing.
Cleo. You seem grieved,
(And therein you are kind) that Caesar first
Enjoyed my love, though you deserved it better:
I grieve for that, my lord, much more than you;
For, had I first been yours, it would have saved
My second choice: I never had been his,
And ne’er had been but yours. But Caesar
first,
You say, possessed my love. Not so, my lord:
He first possessed my person; you, my love:
Caesar loved me; but I loved Antony.
If I endured him after, ’twas because
I judged it due to the first name of men;
And, half constrained, I gave, as to a tyrant,
What he would take by force.
Vent. O Syren! Syren!
Yet grant that all the love she boasts were true,
Has she not ruined you? I still urge that,
The fatal consequence.
Cleo. The consequence indeed;
For I dare challenge him, my greatest foe,
To say it was designed: ’tis true, I loved
you,
And kept you far from an uneasy wife,—
Such Fulvia was.
Yes, but he’ll say, you left Octavia for me;—
And, can you blame me to receive that love,
Which quitted such desert, for worthless me?
How often have I wished some other Caesar,
Great as the first, and as the second young,
Would court my love, to be refused for you!
Vent. Words, words; but Actium, sir; remember Actium.
Cleo. Even there, I dare his malice. True,
I counselled
To fight at sea; but I betrayed you not.
I fled, but not to the enemy. ’Twas fear;
Would I had been a man, not to have feared!
For none would then have envied me your friendship,
Who envy me your love.
Ant. We are both unhappy: If nothing else, yet our ill fortune parts us. Speak; would you have me perish by my stay?
Cleo. If, as a friend, you ask my judgment, go; If, as a lover, stay. If you must perish— ’Tis a hard word—but stay.
Vent. See now the effects of her so boasted
love!
She strives to drag you down to ruin with her;
But, could she ’scape without you, oh how soon
Would she let go her hold, and haste to shore,
And never look behind!
Cleo. Then judge my love by this. [Giving
ANTONY a writing.
Could I have borne
A life or death, a happiness or woe,
From yours divided, this had given me means.
Ant. By Hercules, the writing of Octavius!
I know it well: ’tis that proscribing hand,
Young as it was, that led the way to mine,
And left me but the second place in murder.—
See, see, Ventidius! here he offers Egypt,
And joins all Syria to it, as a present;
So, in requital, she forsake my fortunes,
And join her arms with his.