the Child was with us yet, if we could only see.
Jem was always his mother’s spokesman, and put
the meaning of Christmas into words: she never
talked of such things. Yet they always watched
her face, when they spoke of them,—watched
it now, and looked, as she did, into the little room
beyond the kitchen where they sat, their eyes growing
still and brighter. There might have been a tinge
of the savage or the Frenchman in Martha Yarrow’s
nature, she had so strong a propensity to make real,
apparent to the senses, what few ideas she had, even
her religion. A good skill to do it, too.
The recess out of the kitchen was only a small closet,
but, with the aid of a softly tinted curtain or two,
and the nebulous light of a concealed lamp, she had
contrived to give it an air of distance and reserve.
Within were green wreaths hung over the whitewashed
walls, and an altar-shaped little white table, covered
with heaps of crimson leaves and bright berries, such
as grow in the snow; only a few flowers, but enough
to fill the air with fragrance; the children’s
Christmas gifts, and wax-lights burning before a picture,
the child Jesus, looking down on them with a smile
as glad as their own. A thoroughly real person
to the boys, this Christ for childhood; for she built
the little altar before this picture on all their
holidays: something in the woman herself needing
the story of the Stable and the Child. If she
were doing a healthier work on the souls of that morbid
Jem and glutton Tom than could a thousand after-sermons,
she did not know it: never guessed, either, when
they absorbed day by day hardly enough the force of
her tough-muscled endurance and wholesome laugh, that
she prepared the way of the Lord and made His paths
straight. Yet what matter who knew?
But to go on with our story. There were times—once
or twice to-night, for instance—when she
ceased doing even her unconscious work. Assuredly,
somewhere back in her life, something had gone amiss
with this silly, helpful creature, and left a taint
on her brain. The hearty, pretty smile would
go suddenly from her face, something foreign looking
out of it, instead, as if a pestilent thought had got
into her soul; she would rise uneasily, going to the
window, looking out, her forehead leaning on the glass,
her body twitching weakly. One would think from
her face she saw some work in the world which God had
forgotten. What could it matter to her?
Whatever hurt her, it was the one word which her garrulous
lips never hinted. Once to-night she spoke more
plainly than Jem had ever known her to do in all his
life. It was after the children had gone to bed,
which they did, shouting and singing, and playing
circus-riders over the pillows, their mother leaning
her elbows on the foot-board, laughing, in the mean
time. Jem got up, after the others were asleep,
and stole after her, in his little flannel drawers,
back to the kitchen. By the window again, as
he had feared, the woollen sock which she was knitting