enough. But in this December air, now, her still
rounded cheek grew red, her breast heaved, her eyes
sparkled, glad as a child would be, simply because
it was cold and Christmas was coming; while the child
Jem, with his tougher, less sappy animal nature, jogged
gravely beside her, head and eyes down. As for
her every-day life, nobody’s fires burned, nobody’s
windows shone like Martha Yarrow’s; not a pound
of butter went to market with the creamy, clovery
taste her fingers worked into hers. She put a
flavor, an elastic spring, into every bit of work
she did, making it play. The very nervousness
of the woman, her sudden fits of laughter and tears,
impressed you as the effervescence of a zest of life
which began at her birth. Nobody ever got to
the end, or expected to get to the end, of her stories
and scraps of old songs. Then, every day some
new plan, keeping the whole house awake and alive:
when Tom’s birthday came, a surprise-feast of
raspberries and cake; when Jem’s new trousers
were produced, they had been made up over-night, a
dead secret, ten shining dimes in the pocket, fresh
from the mint; even the penny string of blue beads
for Catty, bought of Sims the peddler, was hid under
her plate, and made quite a jollification of that
supper. You may be sure, the five years just
gone in that house had been short and merry and cozy
enough for the children. Before that—Here
Jem’s memory flagged: he had been a baby
then; Catty just born; yet, somehow, he never thought
of that unknown time without the furtive, keen glance
into his mother’s face, and a frightened choking
in the heart under his puny chest. Somewhere,
back yonder, or in the years coming, some vague horror
waited for him to fight. To-night, (always at
Christmas, although then the glow and comfort of all
days reached its heat,) this unaccountable dread was
on the boy; why, he never knew. It might be that
under the hurry and preparation of Martha Yarrow on
that day some deeper meaning did lie, which his instinct
had discerned: more probably, however, it was
but the sickly vagary of a child grown old too fast.
They hurried along the path now to reach the house
and shut the night outside, for every moment the cold
and dark were growing heavier; the snow rasping under
their feet, as its crust cracked; overhead, the sky-air
frozen thin and gray, holding dead a low, watery half-moon;
now and then a more earthy, thicker gust breaking
sharply round the hill, taking their breath.
It was only a step, however, and Tom was holding the
house-door open, letting a ruddy light stream out,
and with it a savory smell of supper. Tom halloed,
and that blue-eyed pudge of a Catty pounded on the
window with her fat little fist. How hot the fire
glowed! Somehow all Christmas seemed waiting
in there. It was time to hurry along. Even
Ready came out, shaking his shaggy old sides impatiently
in the snow, and began to dog them, snapping at Jem’s
heels. Like most old people, he liked his ease,
and was apt to be out of sorts, if meals were kept
waiting. Ready’s whims always made Martha
laugh as she did when she was a young girl: they
knew each other then, long before Jem was born.