“Martha,” he said, at last, “you said that they should never know. Did you keep your word?”
“I kept it, Stephen.”
He was quiet a long while after that, and then he said,—
“Some day I will tell them. It’s all clearer to me now. If ever I find the good God, I’ll teach Him to my boys out of my own life. They’ll not love me less.”
He did not talk much that day; even to her he could not say that which was in his heart; but it seemed to him there was One who heard and understood,—looking out, after all was quiet that night, into the far depth of the silent sky, and going over his whole wretched life down to that bitterest word of all, as if he had found a hearer more patient, more tender than either wife or child.
“Is there any use to try?” he cried. “I was a thief.”
Then, in the silence, came to him the memory of the old question,—
“Hath no man condemned thee?”
He put his hands over his face:—
“No man, Lord!”
And the answer came for all time:—
“Neither do I condemn thee. Go, and sin no more.”
* * * * *
MEMORIAE POSITUM
R.G.S.
1863.
I.
Beneath
the trees,
My life-long friends
in this dear spot,
Sad now for eyes
that see them not,
I
hear the autumnal breeze
Wake the sear leaves to sigh
for gladness gone,
Whispering hoarse presage
of oblivion,—
Hear,
restless as the seas,
Time’s grim feet rustling
through the withered grace
Of many a spreading realm
and strong-stemmed race,
Even
as my own through these.
Why
make we moan
For loss that
doth enrich us yet
With upward yearnings
of regret?
Bleaker
than unmossed stone
Our lives were but for this
immortal gain
Of unstilled longing and inspiring
pain!
As
thrills of long-hushed tone
Live in the viol, so our souls
grow fine
With keen vibrations from
the touch divine
Of
noble natures gone.
’T
were indiscreet
To vex the shy
and sacred grief
With harsh obtrusions
of relief;
Yet,
Verse, with noiseless feet,
Go whisper, “This
death hath far choicer ends
Than slowly to impearl in
hearts of friends;
These
obsequies ’tis meet
Not to seclude in closets
of the heart,
But, church-like, with wide
door-ways, to impart
Even
to the heedless street.”
II.
Brave,
good, and true,
I see him stand
before me now,
And read again
on that clear brow,
Where
victory’s signal flew,
How sweet were life!
Yet, by the mouth firm-set,
And look made up for Duty’s