CHAPTER II

EXTRACTS FROM GUY’S JOURNAL

SEPTEMBER 20, 18—.

Three months married.  Three months with Daisy all to myself, and yet not exactly to myself either, for except I go after her I confess she does not often come to me, unless it is just as I have shut myself up in my room, thinking to have a quiet hour with my books.  Then she generally appears, and wants me to ride with her, or play croquet, or see which dress is most becoming, and I always submit and obey her as if I were the child instead of herself.

She is young, and I almost wonder her mother allowed her to marry.  Fan hints that they were mercenary, but if they were they concealed the fact wonderfully well, and made me think it a great sacrifice on their part to give me Daisy.  And so it was; such a lovely little darling, and so beautiful.  What a sensation she created at Saratoga, and still I was glad to get away, for I did not like some things which were done there.  I did not like so many young men around her, nor her dancing those abominable round dances which she seemed to enjoy so much.  “Square dances were poky,” she said, even after I tried them with her for the sake of keeping her out of that vile John Britton’s arms.  I have a fancy that I made a spectacle of myself, hopping about like a magpie, but Daisy said “I did beautifully,” though she cried because I put my foot on her lace flounce and tore it, and I noticed she ever after had some good reason why I should not dance again.  “It was too hard work for me; I was too big,” she said, “and would tire easily.  Cousin Tom was big, and he never danced.”

By the way, I have some little curiosity with regard to that Cousin Tom who wanted Daisy so badly and who, because she refused him, went off to South America.  I trust he will stay there.  Not that I am or could be jealous of Daisy, but it is better for cousins like Tom to keep away.

Daisy is very happy here, though she is not quite so enthusiastic over the place as I supposed she would be, knowing how she lived at home.  Well enough, it is true, and the McDonalds are intensely respectable, so she says; but her father’s practice cannot bring him over two thousand a year, and the small brown house they live in, with only a grass plot in the rear and at the side, is not to be compared with Elmwood, which is a fine old place, everyone admits.  It has come out gradually that she thought the house was brick and had a tower and billiard room, and that we kept more servants, and had a fishpond on the premises, and velvet carpets all over the house.  I would not let Fan know this for the world, as I want her to like Daisy thoroughly.