that we could not be at any very great distance from
them and therefore fired one barrel of my gun; the
echo of this sound, never heard in these solitudes
before, rang loudly through the woods, remoter distances
caught it up, and at length it gradually died away:
anxiously did I now listen for a repetition of the
report, for I knew, were they within hearing, the
men would instantly fire again to acknowledge the signal
I had made; but minute after minute passed on and
no answering signal struck my ear. I sat down
and applied my ear to the ground; every sense became
absorbed in the single one of hearing, but not the
remotest sound that I could distinguish broke the
frightful solitude of these vast woods. I remained
seated on the ground for a few minutes, still hearing
no answer to my shot, till the conviction gradually
forced itself on my mind that the native had been
leading me astray. Only two cases could have occurred:
either he had done so purposely, for he could not,
by any accidental mistake, have taken me to such a
distance as to prevent the party in these silent woods
hearing the report of my gun, or otherwise the men
had of themselves moved away from the place where
I had left them. But I felt assured that this
latter supposition was not correct, for ever since
I quitted the other portion of the party I had maintained
so strict a discipline that no man ever separated
from the rest without my permission; indeed I had
increased my strictness in these respects exactly
in proportion to our increasing difficulties; and I
moreover felt sure that some of the men were by far
too much attached to me ever to abandon me in such
a manner.
My situation however was undoubtedly very critical,
not as far as regarded my own safety, for I was not
now more than eighty miles from the nearest settler’s
hut; but was it possible for me to return alone to
my countrymen and to say that I had lost all my comrades?
that I had saved myself and left the others to perish?
Yet I knew that unless I sent assistance to the first
party I had left the majority of them could not survive;
and from the state I had, about an hour and a half
ago, left the others in, it appeared more than probable
that they might wait and wait anxiously, expecting
my return, until too weak to move, and thus die miserably
in the woods.
These thoughts thronged rapidly through my mind.
Indeed I was obliged to do all things quickly now
for I felt that my existence depended upon my finding
water within the next three or four hours. The
native sat opposite to me on the ground, his keen
savage eye watching the expression of my countenance,
as each thought flitted across it. I saw that
he was trying to read my feelings; and he at length
thus broke the silence: