I am sorry to say goodbye to all—
For all had been kind in days that are
dead;
But the only tear that my eyes let fall
Was dropp’d upon Rover’s shaggy
old head.
My London friend I can trust; she is one
That I knew at school, and have lov’d
for years—
O happy school-days that are past and
done!
O beautiful friendship, unsoiled by tears!
Restlessly, wearily eager am I—
(Do girls feel thus when about to elope?)—
I leave Harry’s home ’neath
a star-lit sky,
And my heart beats high with a single
hope.
And my heart beats high with a single
hope,
Which has come on a sudden when unsought;
In all the wide world there is only scope
For a single hope and a single thought.
O why should a wide world have more than
this?
When after all has been done and been
said,
’Tis a single grief or a single
bliss
That rekindles a life or strikes it dead.
Clasp’d in her arms, with her tears
on my cheek,
Her kind husband warmly grasping my hand,
In statue-like calm, I move not nor speak—
A silent machine for one purpose plann’d.
‘O white little face,’ she
tremblingly cries,
’It cannot be yours, that white
little face;
O when did you get those far-seeking eyes?
And the stillness in lieu of girlish grace?’
And looking at me she drew back alarm’d,
She felt that something divided
us;
She, who lived the life of the happy charm’d,
And I, who am battling with fortune thus.
Out spake her husband—’I
know what to do;
Put her to bed—she will wake
by-and-by—
Then let her have, in the boudoir with
you,
A hot cup of tea and thorough good cry.’
As a judge in court he summ’d up
the whole;
I laugh’d my first laugh since the
grief began;
For I thought, this is how a woman’s
soul
Is held at the hands of a worthy man!
I answer’d him with a sort of a
scorn—
The least little bend from a haughty height—
’I left home last evening, was here
at morn,
And shall be in Liverpool long ere night.’
They were startled, eager, anxious and
kind
(They had read the papers and learn’d
the fact),
But they question’d not, from the
touch refin’d
Of a sweet good-nature that men call tact.
I told where he was—I trusted
them both,
Sounding the depths of their souls in
their eyes;
The man was too honest to need an oath,
And the woman too tender not to be wise.
They were ready to help with hand and
heart
(And a kindness no balancing prudence
bounds),
Fed me and petted me, let me depart,
And lent me at parting five hundred pounds.
We started as if for an airing gay,
No coachman or footman, not even Jane;
The husband drove us the whole of the
way,
And saw me safe in the Liverpool train.
The tears of my friend lie wet on my cheek,
I pointed onward, and wistfully smil’d;
Her husband smil’d too, though he
did not speak
And kiss’d me as if I had been his
child.