hungered for the one woman. And you are the one
woman, the one physical object in the world, I worship.
There is no need that I tell you anything. And
you have learned, too, how I care for you in all greater,
and, it may be, purer ways. We are happy together.
But, love of me, we are a man and wife, an American
man and wife, of the social grade—for there
are social grades, despite all our democracy—where,
it seems to me, a family has come to be esteemed almost
a disgrace, as something vulgar and annoying.
And it seems to me this is something unnatural, and
all wrong. Whatever nature indicates is best.
To do what nature indicates is to secure the greatest
happiness. Trials may come, new sorrows and
incumbrances be risked, but nature brings her recompense.
I want you the mother of our child, of our children,
as it may be. I know what your thought has been,
I understand it now, but how can children separate
us? When a man and woman look together upon a
child, another human being, a part of each of them,
a being who would never have existed had they not
found each other, a being with the traits of each
combined, it seems to me as if their souls should blend
somehow as never before. They are one then,
to a certainty. They have become a unit in the
great scheme of existence. And so, darling, I
have thought and thought much. I have dreamed
of you as the little mother, the one who would not
be of the silly modern type, the one who, with me,
would not be ashamed any more than were our sturdy
ancestors of a sturdy family, should we be blessed
so. The one who would be glad with me in the
womanhood and manhood of it. And, as I said,
it could never part us. It would but make me
more totally your own, more watchful, if that were
possible, more tender, if that could be, more worshipful
of you in the greater life of us two together, us
two more completely. And that is all.
It shall be as you say, and I will not complain, for
I know your impulse in what you said and all its lovingness.”
She had listened to each word intently, and her face
had flushed and paled alternately. When he had
done she snuggled more closely to him, and still said
nothing. When she did speak, this is what she
said, and she said it earnestly:
“I was wrong, my husband; I was a selfish, infatuated
woman, who loved with one foolish idea which marred
its fullness. You have taught me something,
dear. You could not give me the thought I had
again, even were you to try yourself, for I see it
now. And——”
She put her arms about his neck and buried her fair
face upon the pillow which afforded her such convenient
shelter. As for the man, there was something
like a lump in his throat, but he spoke with an effort
at playfulness, though his voice wavered a little:
“It is right, my love. And we will visit
this nature of ours together. It is the season
now, and next week we go camping. I want to show
old friends of mine, the spirits of the forest, how
fair a wife I’ve won.”