even asserted, although I do not know whether it is
true, that he makes underhanded efforts in the midst
of all these braveries, by the hands of certain persons
who are masters of his secrets, so that the city may
come out and disapprove of, and protest against, his
going [against the enemy], and may inform many of
the council of the danger if they should say that
he should go out. And it is said that thus, in
the matters above related and in many things left unsaid,
the governor wastes his time—which he ought
to spend in pleasing God our Lord, and in imploring
His mercy, so that He might aid us in the conservation
of the country, in succeeding in serving our king,
and in preparing matters for his royal service—in
many feasts and games, parties, weddings, christenings,
and entertainments with women, even while the enemy
are along the coasts, and often even anchored inside
the bay; for I believe, and it is understood, that
the Japanese inform the enemy of the slight preparations
of the country. As a result, the governor has
acquired a wretched reputation and character, even
among the Chinese Sangleys and the Japanese of the
country (who are infidels), not only for sensuality
and lasciviousness, but for other and worse doings.
We have the country in the most wretched condition
that can be imagined. Never has it been so wretched,
as is affirmed openly by the oldest residents here,
as well as by me. They bewail Don Juan de Silva,
for, although they say that he was covetous and revengeful,
yet he was moderate in these faults; besides, he was
prudent, and watchful of your Majesty’s service,
and of the preservation [of the country] and credit
in war, and of the honor of your Spanish nation.
Many of them fear, and I with them, some great chastisement
from heaven, because of the publicity and multitude
of the sins of us who live here.
In the particulars of the above matters [your Majesty’s
revenues] have been and are being wasted during the
time of this government, and I fear greatly that it
will continue in the same way until the end of it;
and I do not know that it can become worse. For
I assure your Majesty that I am talking with some
caution, although I could enlarge on this subject—because
when I talk with my king, I am talking with God, for
the satisfaction and security of my conscience; and
because from my entrance into this Audiencia, I thought
that I would not be fulfilling my obligations unless
I endeavored to do my duty in what concerns me, and
in the rest what I could, so that the service of God
our Lord and that of your Majesty might be furthered.
I thought that if evil beginnings be looked on with
fear they could not increase. I always endeavored
to furnish a good example in the matter of any actions
and life, and at the same time to persuade and advise
the governor of what I deemed worthy of reform, so
that reason and not inclination might rule. I
avoided conforming to his will in all things that
came to my hands by reason of my office which were