when it is said of a man and woman that they are lovers,
the imagination is confronted with the fact of their
love. The thought of her niece night after night
shut up with love in the white belvedere all the long
time the moon required to rise from the open sea,
fill all the creeks with silver, and drain them dry
again as she sunk westwards, must have been torment
to one whose left cheek, from the long pale ear to
the inhibited mouth, was one scar. That scar
was an epitome of all that was pathetic and mischievous
about the poor faint woman, this being formed to be
a nun who had not been blessed with any religion and
so had to dedicate herself to the ridiculous god of
decorum. “Your aunt,” Marion’s
mother had said to her, “burned her face cleaning
a pair of white shoes with benzine for me to wear at
my first Communion. It was a pity she did it.
And a pity for me too, since I have had to obey her
ever since in everything, though I wanted neither
the white shoes nor the Communion.” In that
speech were all the elements of Alphonsine’s
tragedy, and therefore most of the causes of Marion’s.
The French thrift that had made her clean the shoes
at home, and thereby maim herself into something that
desired to assassinate love whenever she saw it, made
her terribly exercised at the possibility that the
family might have to support a fatherless baby.
The affection for her sister Pamela which had made
her perform these services had enabled her to bring
up that lovely child through all the dangers of a
poverty-stricken childhood in Paris, in spite of a
certain wildness in her beauty which might, if unchecked,
have been a summons to disorder; and her triumph in
that respect had made it the most heartbreaking disappointment
when the temptations she thought she had baulked for
ever in Paris twenty years before returned and claimed
so easily Pamela’s child, whom she thought quite
safe, since to her French eyes Marion’s dark
brows, perpetually knit in preoccupation with the movements
of her nature, were not likely to be attractive to
men.
That must have added to her bitterness. It must
have seemed very cruel to Alphonsine that she, with
her smooth brown hair which she coiffed perfectly,
her long white hands, and her slender body with its
hour-glass waist, which had a strange air of having
been filleted of all grossness, could never know the
joy that could be obtained even by this black untidy
girl. That would account for the passion with
which she forced Marion to do the thing she did not
want to; and any suspicion that she was actuated by
a desire to punish the girl for her happiness she
would be able to dismiss by recollecting that certainly
she had served her little sister’s welfare by
crossing her will. Oh, there was much to be said
for Alphonsine. But all the same, it was a pity
that the old people had interfered. She had loved
Richard so much that it would not have mattered to
her or to him that he was fatherless, since from the
inexhaustible treasure of her passion for him she could
give him far more than other children receive from
both parents. They might have been so happy together
if the old people had not made her marry Peacey.