“Fancy you being miserable! And me,” she reproached herself, “thinking that everybody was happy but myself! Dear....” She rose to it, walking down to the cold water. “Let’s marry soon.”
The sequence of thought was to be followed easily. She was willing to take this step, which for reasons she did not understand made her flesh goose-grained with horror, because she thought she could prevent him from being unhappy. “Oh, Ellen!” he cried out, and buried his head on her bosom. “I want—I want to deserve you. I will work all my life to be good enough for you.” He felt the happiness of a man who has found a religion.
They heard a key turning in the front door. Ellen slipped off his knee and stood, first one foot behind the other, balanced on the ball of one foot, a finger to her lips, in the attitude of a frightened nymph. Then she recovered herself, and stood sturdily on both feet with her hands behind her. How he adored her, this nymph who wanted to look like Mr. Gladstone!
Mrs. Melville, pitifully blown about, a most ruffled little bird, appeared at the door. She was amazed. “Mr. Yaverland! In the kitchen! And, Ellen, what are you doing in your stocking feet? Away and take Mr. Yaverland into the parlour!”
“He came in here himself,” said Ellen. She had become a little girl, a guilty little girl.
Yaverland caught Mrs. Melville’s eye and held it for a fraction of an instant. She mustn’t know they had talked of it before. That would never do, for a modern woman. “Mrs. Melville,” he said, “I’ve asked Ellen to marry me.”