She was so blind with hate of Yaverland that she was not aware of his presence till he bent over her, whinneying in the slow, complacent accents of Scottish sentiment, “Nelly, Nelly, what ails ye, lassie?  Nothing’s happened!  I’ll put it all right.”

“Yes, of course nothing’s happened!” she snapped, her hand on the doorknob.  “Who said it had?” And then his words, “I’ll put it all right,” began to torment her.  They threatened her that her disgrace was not to end here, that he might talk about it, that the thing might well be with her to her grave, that she had done for herself, that now and forever she had made her life not worth living.  “Och, away with it!” she almost screamed.  “You’ve driven me so that I don’t know what I’m doing, you and your nasty wee black poodle of a son!”

He had to laugh.  “Nelly, Nelly, he’s as God made him!”

“Ye shelve your responsibility!” she said, and breaking immediately into the bitterest tears of this long day of weeping, flung out of the door of this loathed place, to which she remembered with agony as she ran down the stairs she must return to-morrow to earn her living.

III

More than anything else she hated people to see her when she had been crying, yet she was sorry that the little house was dark.  And though she had seen, as she came in through the square, that there were no lights in any window, and though the sitting-room door was ajar, and showed a cold hearth and furniture looking huddled and low-spirited as furniture does when dusk comes and there is no company, she stood in the hall and called, “Mother!  Mother!” She more than half remembered as she called that her mother had that morning said something about spending the afternoon with an old friend at Trinity.  But she cried out again, “Mother!  Mother!” and lest the cry should sound piteous sent it out angrily.  There was no answer but the complaining rattle of a window at the top of the house, which, like all dwellings of the very poor, was perpetually ailing in its fitments; and, letting her wet things fall to her feet, she moved desolately into the kitchen.  The gleam of the caddies along the mantelpiece, the handles that protruded like stiff tails over the saucepan-shelf above the sink, struck her as looking queer and amusing in this twilight, and then made her remember that she had had no lunch and was now very hungry, so she briskly set a light to the gas-ring and put on the kettle.  She had the luck to find in the breadpan a loaf far newer than it was their thrifty habit to eat, and carried it back to the table, finding just such delicious pleasure in digging her fingers into its sides as she found in standing on her heels on new asphalt; but turned her head sharply on an invisible derider.