“There is peace in your face,” said Tregar a little bitterly, “and none of the old fretful discontent. Have you no single thought of regret for that fair land of ours you left?”
“For that fatherland of rugged mountain and silver waterfall—yes!” cried Theodomir with sudden fire. “For the festering core of imperialism that darkens its beauty with sable wing—no! No single thought of regret. How pitiful and absurd our Lilliputian game of empire! What man is better than another? Tolstoi and Buddha, they are the men who knew. Was not my wildest error,” he demanded reverting afresh to the other’s reproach, “that homesick letter that brought him to my side? Peace came to me, Tregar, in building this lodge, in working in the field and hunting, in doctoring these primitive people who saved my life, in teaching the child of my Indian wife—”
“The child of your wife! You mean your daughter?”
“I have no child,” said Theodomir. “The girl you saw to-night is my foster daughter, the child of my wife and the man for whose whim she begged me to divorce her.”
“No child!” exclaimed the Baron with a sickening flash of realization. “My poor Ronador!”
“My kindness to her,” said Mic-co, “was at first a discipline. Her mother deserted her and the old chief granted me half her life. I could not bear the touch of her hands or the look in her eyes for many months, but through her, Tregar, at last I learned peace and forgiveness and forbearance, as men should. I built the lodge for her and me. I taught her the ways of her white father. I made myself proficient in the English tongue that those traders and hunters and naturalists who stray here might guess nothing of my origin. I shall never again leave the peace and quiet of this island home. And you and I, Tregar, must quiet that Voice forever!”
“Is that possible?” choked Tregar.
“I think so,” said Mic-co. “I think we may some day send him home with the Voice quieted forever and the remorse and suffering healed. Had I thought he was strong enough to bear it, I would have told him to-night.”
“Let me tell you,” said Tregar with strong emotion, “how I found him in the forest, when years back I came to know this secret I have tried so hard to keep for him. I had been hunting with the King and lost my way in the forests of Grimwald. I found him there in the thickest part—naked, slashing his body wildly with a knife in an agony of remorse and penance and the most terrible grief I have ever witnessed. Before he well knew what he was about he had blurted forth the whole pitiful story—that he had killed his cousin in a moment of passion—that he must scourge and torture his body to discipline his soul. I—I shall not forget his face.”
“Poor fellow!” said Mic-co. “My poor cousin!”
They wheeled suddenly at a choking sound in the doorway. Some wild memory of the Grimwald had surged through the fevered brain of the sick man. His clothes were gone, his body slashed cruelly in a dozen places. He had torn down the buckskin curtain at his window and bound it about his body in the fashion of earlier ages. How long he had stood there in the doorway they did not know. Now as they turned, he rushed forward and flung himself with a great heart-broken sob at the feet of his cousin.