A Man's Woman eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 285 pages of information about A Man's Woman.

A Man's Woman eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 285 pages of information about A Man's Woman.

“I have just come from the square,” Ferriss had explained, “and they told me that you had left for a drive out here only the moment before, so there was nothing for it but to come after you.”

“Shan’t we walk a little?” she remembered she had asked after a while.  “We can have the carriages wait; or do you feel strong enough?  I forgot—­”

But he interrupted her, protesting his fitness.

“The doctor merely sent me out to get the air, and it’s humiliating to be wheeled about like an old woman.”

Lloyd passed the reins back of her to Lewis, and, gathering her skirts about her, started to descend from the phaeton.  The step was rather high from the ground.  Ferriss stood close by.  Why did he not help her?  Why did he stand there, his hands in his pockets, so listless and unconscious of her difficulty.  A little glow of irritation deepened the dull crimson of her cheeks.  Even returned Arctic explorers could not afford to ignore entirely life’s little courtesies—­and he of all men.

“Well,” she said, expectantly hesitating before attempting to descend.

Then she caught Ferriss’s eyes fixed upon her.  He was smiling a little, but the dull, stupefied expression of his face seemed for a brief instant to give place to one of great sadness.  He raised a shoulder resignedly, and Lloyd, with the suddenness of a blow, remembered that Ferriss had no hands.

She dropped back in the seat of the phaeton, covering her eyes, shaken and unnerved for the moment with a great thrill of infinite pity—­of shame at her own awkwardness, and of horror as for one brief instant the smiling summer park, the afternoon’s warmth, the avenue of green, over-arching trees, the trim, lacquered vehicles and glossy-brown horses were struck from her mind, and she had a swift vision of the Ice, the darkness of the winter night, the lacerating, merciless cold, the blinding, whirling, dust-like snow.

For half an hour they walked slowly about in the park, the carriages following at a distance.  They did not talk very much.  It seemed to Lloyd that she would never tire of scrutinising his face, that her interest in his point of view, his opinions, would never flag.  He had had an experience that came but to few men.  For four years he had been out of the world, had undergone privation beyond conception.  What now was to be his attitude?  How had he changed?  That he had not changed to her Lloyd knew in an instant.  He still loved her; that was beyond all doubt.  But this terrible apathy that seemed now to be a part of him!  She had heard of the numbing stupor that invades those who stay beyond their time in the Ice, but never before had she seen it in its reality.  It was not a lack of intelligence; it seemed rather to be the machinery of intelligence rusted and clogged from long disuse.  He deliberated long before he spoke.  It took him some time to understand things.  Speech did not come to him readily, and he became easily confused in the matter of words.  Once, suddenly, he had interrupted her, breaking out with: 

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