She decided that his interest in Marion hurt her, because it showed that Philip was not capable of remaining true to the one ideal of his life.  She was sure that this explained her feelings—­she was disappointed that he had not kept up to his own standard; that he was weak enough to turn aside from it for the first pretty pair of eyes.  But she was too honest and too just to accept that diagnosis of her feelings as final—­she knew there had been many pairs of eyes in America and in London, and that though Philip had seen them, he had not answered them when they spoke.  No, she confessed frankly, she was hurt with herself for neglecting her old friend so selfishly and for so long a time; his love gave him claims on her consideration, at least, and she had forgotten that and him, and had run after strange gods and allowed others to come in and take her place, and to give him the sympathy and help which she should have been the first to offer, and which would have counted more when coming from her than from any one else.  She determined to make amends at once for her thoughtlessness and selfishness, and her brain was pleasantly occupied with plans and acts of kindness.  It was a new entertainment, and she found she delighted in it.  She directed the cabman to go to Solomons’s, and from there sent Philip a bunch of flowers and a line saying that on the following day she was coming to take tea with him.  She had a guilty feeling that he might consider her friendly advances more seriously than she meant them, but it was her pleasure to be reckless:  her feelings were running riotously, and the sensation was so new that she refused to be circumspect or to consider consequences.  Who could tell, she asked herself with a quick, frightened gasp, but that, after all, it might be that she was learning to care?  From Solomons’s she bade the man drive to the shop in Cranbourne Street where she was accustomed to purchase the materials she used in painting, and Fate, which uses strange agents to work out its ends, so directed it that the cabman stopped a few doors below this shop, and opposite one where jewelry and other personal effects were bought and sold.  At any other time, or had she been in any other mood, what followed might not have occurred, but Fate, in the person of the cabman, arranged it so that the hour and the opportunity came together.

There were some old mezzotints in the window of the loan-shop, a string of coins and medals, a row of new French posters; and far down to the front a tray filled with gold and silver cigarette-cases and watches and rings.  It occurred to Helen, who was still bent on making restitution for her neglect, that a cigarette-case would be more appropriate for a man than flowers, and more lasting.  And she scanned the contents of the window with the eye of one who now saw in everything only something which might give Philip pleasure.  The two objects of value in the tray upon which her eyes first fell were the gold