other reasons, and for private ends. They do
not desire me to achieve success, and I would not
wonder at that so much, if I alone were the interested
party. But where your Majesty and your royal service
are concerned, such a thing appears incredible of
any one who has a good heart and soul, and is under
the obligations of honor. Therefore I would be
ashamed even to think this, were there not many other
causes like that mentioned, that are similar to it.
I could send an account of them in authentic documents,
had I more time and fewer occupations. But having
to attend to these, not only can I not do more than
I am doing in this, but I cannot even attend continually
to the Audiencia, or consider many things that they
have tried and attempted in it contrary to the authority
and preeminences that your Majesty has given to this
office. Many of them I must swallow, in order
not to fail in the affairs of your Majesty’s
service—which could not be conducted as
their importance demands and compels, if one were to
give much attention to these matters which concern
personal grudges. For if one did that, he could
necessarily attend to nothing else, because as the
auditors here have few important matters that oblige
them to close application, they must apply the greater
part of their time to devising petty tricks on the
president in order to vex and weary him, until [as
they hope], not only will he allow them to live according
to their own inclination, but also their relatives
and followers shall, in whatever posts they desire,
be employed and profited. And since harmony has
never been seen here without this expedient, one would
think it easy to believe such a supposition. Regarding
what your Majesty writes in this matter of posts being
given to the relatives or followers of the auditors,
there is not much to amend. Perhaps that is the
reason that some are ill satisfied and to such an extent
that they show it not only by inflicting annoyances
on the persons who aid me in the obligations of my
office and in your Majesty’s service—because
they know that I esteem such men for that reason,
and see our gratefulness for it—but in doing
whatever can cause injury, and also in any acts of
discourtesy, which are much to be regretted.
Such has been the demonstration that they made by public
act when, the chairs of this Audiencia having been
carried in order to go to one of the sermons and festivals
to which they go here; and the chair of my wife, Dona
Catherina Maria Cambrana y Fajardo, having been placed
behind them—just as is the custom in other
places, and as was continued here, without exceeding
in anything what is permitted to the wife of a president—the
auditors voted that my wife’s chair should be
placed outside, or that they would not take theirs,
as did Doctor Don Alonso de Mesa and Doctor Don Antonio
Rodriguez. It is a matter whose telling even
causes me shame. Were it the resentment and sorrow
of another, I could set it right, by the mildest and