The loss of our fleet is known here only in a general way.  Your Reverence will please give me all the particulars, and inform me whether our Lord took our fathers unto Himself, which we much fear from the reports.  Still, because their death has not been verified or related in detail, the masses which should be said in this province for Father Bilbao, in the other two provinces for their two fathers, and in the province of Philippinas for all three, have not been ordered.  I, for my part, have many to say for them if dead—­or if alive, in case our Lord has spared them.  It has also been said that the cargo of the flagship floated ashore.  I hope that our boxes of books which were in it were spared, for, so far as such things are concerned, I feel the loss of them greatly, although their loss is not to be mentioned in connection with that of our fathers.  If the Divine Majesty has chosen to inflict this heavy blow upon us, supra modu, sed domini sumos et iustos est et rectu iudiciu eius. [3] Such a fleet, and so well adapted for the grand service of God!  And those three apostolic men, going with such zeal—­if in such a cause, they have already ended in a death resembling martyrdom, blessed be the Lord!  From here the authorities sent some person, I know not whom, as comissary to recover what was lost from the flagship which ran ashore.  Your Reverence, being near, will know whether any particular measure is necessary for our interests, etc.

When your Reverence remits the money spoken of above, do not send it through our Father Figueroa.  For, although he assures me that the last order is good, since it has been acknowledged, yet he asks for forty days’ time, which is very long.  I say this because to your Reverence I may speak freely and confidentially, for you know the good father.  I have already determined not to trouble Father Figueroa about my own money, because I drew it for my private expenses, and it must be used in this way only, as I told him before I went to Rome.  He now charges to me items of expense not conformable to this arrangement, although justified from his standpoint—­for the good father is a saint and most faithful in everything, though not very prompt or skilful in accounts and correspondence, as is well known.  Because I have written at length, and more especially because I am so disturbed by grief at the news, I close this letter to your Reverence.  May God guard your Reverence as I desire.

The [word illegible in MS.] procrastinate here, and indicate that we are bound to have contests and wrangling with our fathers, wherefore there is much to fear lest they delay me, and frustrate my plans to go with a few [religious].  Now, too, with what has befallen the fleet, I think that these lords must perforce undertake the preparation of another large one, to go via the Strait, and that people there will desire us to come.  I am prudent and on the lookout, and will promptly inform your Reverence of everything; for to you I always look for advice, light, and strong support in the Father.  Madrid, January 14, 1620.