How I wished Chatty would hold her tongue sometimes! but most likely Miss Darrell had questioned her.
‘Mr. Hamilton’s business is not our affair,’ I returned coldly.
‘That means I am not to ask; but all the same you are in his secret,’ with one of her old sneers. ‘Will he be back to-night?’
‘No, not to-night; to-morrow morning early.’
‘That is all I want to know, Miss Garston,’ hesitating a little nervously. ’I have never liked you, but all the same I have not injured you.’
‘Have you not, Miss Darrell?’
‘No,’ very uneasily; but she did not meet my eyes. ’I defy you to prove that I have. Still, if I were your enemy, ought you not to heap coals of fire on my head?’
‘Possibly.’
My coolness seemed to frighten her; she lost her sullen self-possession.
‘Have you no heart?’ she said passionately. ’Will you not hold up a finger to help me? You have influence with Giles; do not deny it. If you ask him to keep me here he will not refuse you, and you will make me your slave for life.’
I heard this proposition with disgust. She could cringe to me whom she hated. I shook my head, feeling unable to answer her.
‘I could help you,’ she persisted, fixing her miserable eyes on me. ’Oh, I know what you want: you cannot hide from me that you are unhappy. I know where the hindrance lies; one word from me would bring Giles to your feet. Am I to say that word?’
‘No,’ I returned indignantly. ’Do you think that I would owe anything to you? I would rather be unhappy all my life than be under such an obligation. You are powerless to harm me, Miss Darrell; your plots are nothing to me.’
‘And yet a word from me would bring him to your feet.’
‘I do not want him there,’ I replied, irritated at this persistence. ’I do not wish you to mention his name to me; if you do so again I will leave you.’
‘On your head be your own obstinacy,’ she returned angrily; but I could see the despair in her eyes, and I answered that.
‘Miss Darrell,’ I went on, more gently, ’I cannot help you in this. How could I ask Mr. Hamilton to keep you under his roof, knowing that you have poisoned his domestic happiness? Even if I could be so mad or foolish, would he be likely to listen to me?’
‘He would listen to you,’ half crying: ’you know he worships the ground you walk on.’
I tried to keep back the rebellious colour that rose to my face at her words.
‘Do not cheat yourself with this insane belief,’ I returned quietly. ’Mr. Hamilton is inexorable when he has decided on anything.’
‘Inexorable! you may well say so!’ rocking herself in an uncontrollable excitement. ’Giles is hard,—cruel in his wrath: he will send me away and never see me again.’ And now the tears began to flow.
‘Miss Darrell,’ I continued pityingly, ’for your own sake listen to me a moment. You have failed most miserably in the past: let the future years be years of repentance and atonement. Mr. Hamilton will not forgive until you have proved yourself worthy of forgiveness: remember you owe the future to him.’