I never felt so afraid of Mr. Hamilton before. I was wondering what I should say to him, and hoping that he had not noticed my nervousness, when he startled me excessively by saying,—
’What makes you look so odd this evening? You are not a bit yourself, Miss Garston. Come! I shall expect you to confess. Mrs. Maberley is an old friend of mine, and I am very much attached to her. I should like to know what you and she have been talking about?’
It was too dark for Mr. Hamilton to see my face, so I answered a little flippantly,—
’I daresay you would like to know. Women are certainly not much more curious than men, after all.’
‘Oh, as to that, I am not a bit curious,’ was the contradictory answer. ’But all the same I intend to know. So you may as well make a clean breast of it.’
‘But—but you have no right to be so inquisitive, Mr. Hamilton.’
’Again I say I am not inquisitive, but I mean to know this. Mrs. Maberley had been crying. I could see the tears in her eyes. You looked inclined to cry too, Miss Garston. Now,’—after a moment’s hesitation, as though he found speech rather difficult,—’I know the dear old lady has only one fault. She is rather too fond of gossiping about her neighbours, though she does it in the kindest manner. May I ask if her talk this evening at all related to a family not a hundred miles away from Maplehurst?’
His voice sounded hard and satirical in the darkness. ’I wish you would not ask me such a question, Mr. Hamilton,’ I returned, much distressed. ‘It was not my fault: I did not wish—’ But he interrupted me.
’Of course; I knew it. When am I ever deceived by a face or manner? Not by yours, certainly. So my good old friend told you about that miserable affair. I wish she had held her tongue a little longer. I wish—’
But I burst out, full of remorse,—
’Oh, Mr. Hamilton, I am so sorry! I have no right to know, but indeed I was hardly to blame.’
‘Who says you are to blame?’ he returned, so harshly that I remained silent: ’it is no fault of yours if people will not be silent. But all the same I am sorry that you know; your opinion of me is quite changed now, eh? You think me a hard-hearted taskmaster of a brother. Well, it does not matter: Gladys would have made you believe that in time.’
His voice was so full of concentrated bitterness that I longed to say something consoling; in his own fashion he had been kind to me, and I did not wish to misjudge him.
’I know your sister Gladys sufficiently to be sure that she will never act ungenerously by her brother,’ I returned hotly. ’Mr. Hamilton, you need not say such things: it is not for me to judge.’