You who have known my city
for a day
And heard the music of her
steepled bells,
Then laughed, and passed along
your vagrant way,
Carrying only what the city
tells
To those who listen solely
with their ears;
You know St. Matthew’s
swinging harmonies,
And old St. Michael’s
tale of golden years
Far less like bells than chanted
memories.
Yet there is something wanting
in the song
Of lyric youth with voice
unschooled by pain.
And there are breathing stillnesses
that throng
Dim corners, and that only
stir again
When bells are dumb.
Not even bronze that beats
Our heart-throbs back can
tell of old defeats.
But you who take the city
for your own,
Come with me when the night
flows deep and kind
Along these narrow ways of
troubled stone,
And floods the wide savannas
of the mind
With tides that cool the fever
of the day:
One with the dark, companioned
by the stars,
We’ll seek St. Philip’s,
nebulous and gray,
Holding its throbbing beacon
to the bars,
A prisoned spirit vibrant
in the stone
That knew its empire of forgotten
things.
Then will the city know you
for her own,
And feel you meet to share
her sufferings;
While down a swirl of poignant
memories,
Herself shall find you in
her silences.
Once coaches waited row on
shining row
Before this door; and where
the thirsty street
Drank the deep shadow of the
portico
The Sunday hush was stirred
by happy feet,
Low greetings, and the rustle
of brocade,
The organ throb, and warmth
of sunny eyes
That flashed and smiled beneath
a bonnet shade;
Life with the lure of all
its swift disguise.
Then from the soaring lyric
of the spire,
Like the composite voice of
all the town,
The bells burst swiftly into
singing fire
That wrapped the building,
and which showered down
Bright cadences to flash along
the ways
Loud with the splendid gladness
of the days.
War took the city, and the
laughter died
From lips that pain had kissed.
One after one
All lovely things went down
the sanguine tide,
While death made moaning answer
to the gun.
Then, as a golden voice dies
in the throat
Of one who lives, but whose
glad heart is dead,
The bells were taken; and
a sterner note
Rang from their bronze where
Lee and Jackson led.
The rhythmic seasons chill
and burn and chill,
Cooling old angers, warming
hearts again.
The ancient building quickens
to the thrill
Of lilting feet; but only
singing rain
Flutters old echoes in the
portico;
Those who can still remember
love it so.
D.H.
[1] See the note on the chimes at back of book.