On such a night as this
I saw the last crew go
Out of a world too beautiful
to leave.
Only a chosen few
Beside the crew
Were gathered on the pier;
And in the ebb and flow
Of dark and moon, we saw them
fare
Straight past the row of coffins
Where the fifth crew lay
Waiting their last short voyage
Across the bay.
And, as they went, not one
among them swerved,
But eyes went homing swiftly
to the West,
Where, faint and very few,
The windows of the town called
out to them
Yet held them nerved
And ready for the test.
Young every one, they brought
life at its best.
In the taut stillness, not
a word
Was uttered, but one heard
The deep slow orchestration
of the night
Swell and relapse; as swiftly,
one by one,
Cutting a silhouette against
the gray,
They rose, then dropped out
softly like a dream
Into the rocking shadows of
the stream.
A sudden grind of metal scarred
the hush;
A marsh-hen threshed the water
with her wings,
And, for a breath, the marsh
life woke and throbbed.
Then, down beneath our feet,
we caught the gleam
Of folded water flaring left
and right,
While, with a noiseless rush,
A shadow darker than the rest
Drew from its fellows swarming
round the quay,
Took an oncoming breaker,
Shook its shoulders free,
And faced the sea.
Then came an interval that
seemed to be
Part of eternity.
Years might have passed, or
seconds;
No one knew!
Close in the dark we huddled,
each to each,
Too stirred for speech.
Our senses, sharpened to an
agony,
Drew out across the water
till the ache
Was more than we could bear;
Till eyes could almost see,
Ears almost hear.
And waiting there,
I seemed to feel the beach
Slip from my reach,
While all the stars went blank.
The smell of oil and death
enveloped me,
And I could feel
The crouching figures straining
at a crank,
Knees under chins, and heads
drawn sharply down,
The heave and sag of shoulders,
Sting of sweat;
An eighth braced figure stooping
to a wheel,
Body to body in the stifling
gloom,
The sob and gasp of breath
against an air
Empty and damp and fetid as
a tomb.
With them I seemed to reel
Beneath the spin and heel
When combers took them fair,
Bruising their bodies,
Lifting black water where
Their feet clutched desperate
at the floor.
And as each body spent out
of its ebbing store
Of strength and hope,
I felt the forward thrust,
At first so sure,
Fail in its rhythm,
Falter slow,
And slower—
Hang an endless moment—
Till in a rush came fear—
Fear of the sea, that it might
win again,
Gathering one crew more,
Making them pay in vain.