The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 82, August, 1864 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 305 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 82, August, 1864.

The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 82, August, 1864 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 305 pages of information about The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 14, No. 82, August, 1864.

But this particular Saturday evening brought no such suffusion of bliss to Fessenden’s,—­if, indeed, any ever did.  He saw, through the streaming, misty air, the happy homes in the village lighted up one by one as it grew dark.  He had glimpses, through warm windows, of white supper-tables.  The storm made sufficient seclusion; there was no need to draw the curtains.  Servants were bringing in the tea-things.  Children were playing about the floors,—­laughing, beautiful children.  Behold them, shivering beggar-boy!  Lean by the iron rail, wait patiently in the rain, and look in upon them; it is worth your while.  How frolicsome and light-hearted they seem!  They are never cold, and seldom very hungry, and the world is dry to them, and comfortable.  And they all have beds,—­delicious beds.  Mothers’ hands tuck them in; mothers’ lips teach them to say their little prayers, and kiss them good-night.  Foolish fellow! why didn’t you be one of those fortunate children, well fed, rosy, and bright, instead of a starved and stupid tatterdemalion?  A question which shapes itself vaguely in his dull, aching soul, as he stands trembling in the sleet, with only a few transparent squares of glass dividing him and his misery from them and their joy.

Mighty question! it is vast and dark as the night to him.  He cannot answer it; can you?

Vast and dark and pitiless is the night.  But the morning will surely come; and after all the wrongs and tumults of life will rise the dawn of the Day of God.  And then every question of fate, though it fill the universe for you now, shall dissolve in the brightness like a vapor, and vanish like a little cloud.

Meanwhile a servant comes out and drives Fessenden’s away from the fence.  He recommenced his wanderings,—­up one street and down another, in search of a place to lay his head.  The inferior dwellings he passed by.  But when he arrived at a particularly fine one, there he rang.  Was it not natural for him to infer that the largest houses had amplest accommodations, and that the rich could best afford to be bounteous?  If in all these spacious mansions there was no little nook for him, if out of their luxuries not a blanket or crust could be spared, what could he hope from the poor?  You see, he was not altogether witless, if he was a—­Fessenden’s.  Another proof:  At whatever house he applied, he never committed the vulgarity of a detour to the back-entrance, but advanced straight, with bold and confident port, to the front-door.  The reason of which was equally simple and clear:  Front-doors were the most convenient and inviting; and what were they made for, if not to go in at?

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