would go by default. Under these circumstances
I had no choice but to do so. But as I sat in
the committee room while the order of the meeting
was being arranged, and heard my audience shouting,
singing, crowing like cocks, whistling like parrots,
caterwauling like cats, and keeping up a continuous
uproar, I thought to myself, “I have got to
go into that, and control it somehow so as to be heard”;
I confess I did feel wrecked upon God. Professor
Maclagan, who took the chair, agreed that a prayer
was impossible, a hymn was equally out of the question.
The only thing was to push me at once to the front;
and almost immediately after a few very brief words
from the distinguished chairman I found myself face
to face with an audience that evidently meant mischief.
By some instinct I told them at once about James Hinton,
whom, of course, they knew by name as the first aurist
of his day; how, with all that this life could give
him, he had died of a broken heart, a heart broken
over the lost and degraded womanhood of England, the
hosts of young girls slain in body and soul whom he
met with at night in our terrible streets. This
seemed to strike and sober them, that a man should
actually die over a thing which to all of them was
so familiar and to many had been only the subject
of a coarse jest. Fortunately, there is a stage
of nervous terror which rounds again on desperate
courage, and having once got hold of my audience, I
determined to use the occasion to the uttermost and
venture on the most perilous ground. In the course
of my address I asked them to take notice of a great
silent change that was taking place all round them
in the position of women, the full significance of
which they might not have grasped. Everywhere
women were leaving the seclusion of their homes and
were quietly coming forward and taking their place
by their side in the great work of the world.
I thanked them for the generous welcome that they
had accorded them. But had they seized the full
meaning, the ulterior bearings of this changed attitude
in women, and the wider knowledge of the world that
it brought with it? Not so long ago it was an
understood thing that women should know nothing of
the darker side of life; and there was nothing dishonorable
in a man keeping the woman he loved in ignorance of
the darker side of his own past, if such there were.
But in the greater knowledge that has come to women,
and the anguish some of them feel over the misery
and degradation of their lost sisters, can this attitude
any longer be maintained without conscious deception?
“What would you say,” I asked, “if
the woman you loved with the whole strength of your
soul passed herself off as an undamaged article upon
you, and let you worship her as the very embodiment
of all that is white and pure, when something unspeakably
sad and sinful had happened in her past life?
You know you would be half mad at the wrong done to
you if after marriage you found it out. And what
are you going to do, I ask some of you who are so