be ashamed to be called poor or to be thought poor,
to resort to shifts, not for the sake of being comfortable
or elegant, but of seeming to be above the necessity
of shifts, is an indication of an inferior mind, whether
it dwell in prince or in peasant. The man who
does it shows that he has not in his own opinion character
enough to stand alone. He must be supported by
adventitious circumstances, or he must fall.
Nobody, therefore, need ever expect to receive sympathy
from me in recounting the social pangs or slights
of poverty. You never can be slighted, if you
do not slight yourself. People may attempt to
do it, but their shafts have no barb. You turn
it all into natural history. It is a psychological
phenomenon, a study, something to be analyzed, classified,
reasoned from, and bent to your own convenience, but
not to be taken to heart. It amuses you; it interests
you; it adds to your stock of facts; it makes life
curious and valuable: but if you suffer from
it, it is because you have not basis, stamina; and
probably you deserve to be slighted. This, however,
is true only when people have become somewhat concentrated.
Children know nothing of it. They live chiefly
from without, not from within. Only gradually
as they approach maturity do they cut loose from the
scaffolding and depend upon their own centre of gravity.
Appearances are very strong in school. Money and
prodigality have great weight there, notwithstanding
the democracy of attainments and abilities. If
I live a thousand years, I do not believe I shall
ever do a more virtuous deed than I did long ago in
staying at home for the sake of a quarter of a dollar
when the rest of the school went to see Tom Thumb,
the late bewritten bridegroom. I call it virtuous,
because I had the quarter and could have gone, and
could not explain the reason why I did not go.
And though a senior class in Harvard College may reasonably
be supposed to be beyond the eminent domain of Tom
Thumb and quarter-dollars, the principle is precisely
the same,—only the temptation, I suppose,
is much stronger, as the stake is larger. Have
they self-poise enough to refrain from these festive
expenses without suffering mortification? Have
they virtue enough to refrain from them with the certainty
of incurring such suffering? Have they nobility
and generosity and largeness of soul enough, while
abstaining themselves for conscience sake, to share
in the plans and sympathize without servility in the
pleasures of their rich comrades? to look on with
friendly interest, without cynicism or concealed malice,
at the preparations in which they do not join?
Or do they yield to selfishness, and gratify their
own vanity, weakness, self-indulgence, and love of
pleasure, at whatever cost to their parents? Or
is there such a state of public opinion and usage
in college that this custom is equally honored in
the breach and in the observance?
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When the feasting was over, the most picturesque part of the day began. The college green put off suddenly its antique gravity, and became