the Sketches already mentioned, and in his most
noted work, The Confessions of an English Opium-Eater,
has told the story of these early years in considerable
detail and with apparent sincerity. De Quincey
was not a sturdy boy. Shy and dreamy, exquisitely
sensitive to impressions of melancholy and mystery,
he was endowed with an imagination abnormally active
even for a child. It is customary to give prominence
to De Quincey’s pernicious habit of opium-eating,
in attempting to explain the grotesque fancies and
weird flights of his marvellous mind in later years;
yet it is only fair to emphasize the fact that the
later achievements of that strange creative faculty
were clearly foreshadowed in youth. For example,
the earliest incident in his life that he could afterwards
recall, he describes as “a remarkable dream
of terrific grandeur about a favorite nurse, which
is interesting to myself for this reason—that
it demonstrates my dreaming tendencies to have been
constitutional, and not dependent upon laudanum."[1]
Again he tells us how, when six years old, upon the
death of a favorite sister three years older, he stole
unobserved upstairs to the death chamber; unlocking
the door and entering silently, he stood for a moment
gazing through the open window toward the bright sunlight
of a cloudless day, then turned to behold the angel
face upon the pillow. Awed in the presence of
death, the meaning of which he began vaguely to understand,
he stood listening to a “solemn wind”
that began to blow—“the saddest that
ear ever heard.” What followed should appear
in De Quincey’s own words: “A vault
seemed to open in the zenith of the far blue sky, a
shaft which ran up forever. I, in spirit, rose
as if on billows that also ran up the shaft forever;
and the billows seemed to pursue the throne of God;
but that also ran on before us and fled away
continually. The flight and the pursuit seemed
to go on forever and ever. Frost gathering frost,
some sarsar wind of death, seemed to repel me; some
mighty relation between God and death dimly struggled
to evolve itself from the dreadful antagonism between
them; shadowy meanings even yet continued to exercise
and torment, in dreams, the deciphering oracle within
me. I slept—for how long I cannot say:
slowly I recovered my self-possession; and, when I
woke, found myself standing as before, close to my
sister’s bed."[2] Somewhat similar in effect
were the fancies that came to this dreamy boy on Sunday
mornings during service in the fine old English church.
Through the wide central field of uncolored glass,
set in a rich framework of gorgeous color,—for
the side panes of the great windows were pictured
with the stories of saints and martyrs,—the
lad saw “white fleecy clouds sailing over the
azure depths of the sky.” Straightway the
picture changed in his imagination, and visions of
young children, lying on white beds of sickness and
of death, rose before his eyes, ascending slowly and
softly into heaven, God’s arms descending from