do so, for although he had transient awakenings of
conscience, that were acute while they lasted, yet
he could not look up to God with a thorough and heartfelt
resolution of permanent reformation. The love
of liquor, and the disinclination to give it up, still
lurked in his heart, and prevented him from setting
about his amendment in earnest. If they had not,
he would have taken a second oath, as his brother
Frank often advised him to do, but without effect.
He still hoped to be able to practise moderation, and
drink within bounds, and consequently persuaded himself
that total abstinence was not necessary in his case.
At length Father Costelloe, like all those who were
deeply anxious for his reformation, was looked upon
as an unwelcome adviser, whose Christian exhortations
to a better course of life were anything but agreeable,
because he spoke truth; and so strong did this feeling
grow in him, that in his worst moments he would rather
sink into the earth than meet him: nay, a glimpse
of him at any distance was sure to make the unfortunate
man hide himself in some hole or corner until the
other had passed, and all danger of coming under his
reproof was over. Art was still begging with
his children, when, after a long and dangerous illness,
it pleased God to restore his wife to him and them.
So much pity, and interest, and respect did she excite
during her convalescence—for it was impossible
that her virtues, even in the lowest depths of her
misery, could be altogether unknown—that
the heads of the hospital humanely proposed to give
her some kind of situation in it, as soon as she should
regain sufficient strength to undertake its duties.
The mother’s love, however, still prompted her
to rejoin her children, feeling as she did, and as
she said, how doubly necessary now her care and attention
to them must be. She at length yielded to their
remonstrances, when they assured her that to return
in her present weak condition to her cold and desolate
house, and the utter want of all comfort which was
to be found in it, might, and, in all probability,
would, be fatal to her; and that by thus exposing herself
too soon to the consequences of cold and destitution,
she might leave her children motherless. This
argument prevailed, but in the meantime she stipulated
that her children and her husband, if the latter were
in a state of sufficient sobriety, should be permitted
occasionally to see her, that she might inquire into
their situation, and know how they lived. This
was acceded to, and, by the aid of care and nourishing
food, she soon found herself beginning to regain her
strength.
In the meantime the Temperance movement was rapidly and triumphantly approaching. In a town about fifteen miles distant there was a meeting advertised to be held, at which the great apostle himself was to administer the pledge; Father Costelloe announced it from the altar, and earnestly recommended his parishioners to attend, and enrol themselves under the blessed banner of Temperance, the sober man as well as the drunkard.