“My very heart knows and loves the word,” she said. “Oh! why is it that I am to suffer this? Is it possible that the empty name is all that’s left me afther all? Mother, come here—I am pleadin’ for my father now—you pleaded against him, but I always took the weakest side—here is God now among us—you must stand before him—look your daughter in the face—an’ answer her as you expect to meet God, when you leave this throubled life—truth—truth now, mother, an’ nothin’ else. Mother, I am dyin’. Now, as God is to judge you, did you ever love my father as a wife ought?”
There was some irresistible spirit, some unaccountable power, in her manner and language,—such command and such wonderful love of candor in her full dark eye—that it was impossible to gainsay or withstand her.
“I will spake the thruth,” replied her mother, evidently borne away and subdued, “although it’s against myself—to my shame an’ to my sorrow I say it—that when I married your father, another man had my affections—but, as I’m to appear before God, I never wronged him. I don’t know how it is that you’ve made me confess it; but at any rate you’re the first that ever wrung it out o’ me.”
“That will do,” replied her daughter, calmly; “that sounds like murdher from a mother’s lips! Lay me down now, Biddy.”
Mave, who had scarcely ever taken her eyes from off her varying and busy features, was now struck by a singular change which she observed come over them—a change that was nothing but the shadow of death, and cannot be described.
“Sarah!” she exclaimed; “dear, darling Sarah, what is the matter with you? Have you got ill again?”
“Oh! my child!” exclaimed her mother—“am I to lose you this way at last? Oh! dear Sarah, forgive me—I’m you mother, and you’ll forgive me.”
“Mave,” said Sarah, “take this—I remember seein’ yours and mine together not very long ago—take this lock of my hair—I think you’ll get a pair of scissors on the corner of the shelf—cut it off with your own hands—let it be sent to my father—an’ when he’s dyin’ a disgraceful death, let him wear it next his heart—an’ wherever he’s to be buried, let him have this buried with him. Let whoever will give it to him, say that it comes from Sarah—an’ that, if she was able, she would be with him through shame, an’ disgrace, an’ death; that she’d support him as well as she could in his trouble—that she’d scorn the world for him—an’ that because he said wanst in his life that he loved her; she’d forgive him all a thousand times, an’ would lay down her life for him.”
“You would do that, my noble girl!” exclaimed Mave, with a choking voice.
“An’ above all things,” proceeded Sarah, “let him be told, if it can be done, that Sarah said to him to die without fear—to bear it up like a man, an’ not like a coward—to look manfully about him on the very scaffold—an’—an’ to die as a man ought to die—bravely an’ without fear—bravely an’ without fear!”