had such an effect upon me, that I imagined several
times that the awful penalty was exacted, and that
my reason was gone for ever. I frequently started,
and on seeing two dim lights upon the altar, and on
hearing the ceaseless and eternal murmurs going on—going
on—around me, without being immediately
able to ascribe them to their proper cause, I set
myself down as a lost man; for on that terror I was
provokingly clear during the whole night. I more
than once gave an involuntary groan or shriek, on
finding myself in this singular state; so did many
others, and these groans and shrieks were wildly and
fearfully contrasted with the never-ending hum, which,
like the ceaseless noise of a distant waterfall, went
on during the night. The perspiration occasioned
by this inconceivable distress, by the heat of the
place, and by the unchangeableness of my position,
flowed profusely from every core. About two o’clock
in the morning an unhappy young man, either in a state
of lethargic indifference, or under the influence
of these sudden paroxysms, threw himself, or fell from
one of the galleries, and was so shattered by the
fall that he died next day at twelve o’clock,—and,
what was not much to the credit of the clergymen on
the island—without the benefit of the clergy;
for I saw a priest with his stole and box of chrism
finishing off his extreme unction when he was quite
dead. This is frequently done in the Church of
Rome, under a hope that life may not be utterly extinct,
and that consequently the final separation of the
soul and body may not have taken place.
In this prison, during the night, several persons
go about with rods and staves, rapping those on the
head whom they see heavy; snuff-boxes also go around
very freely, elbows are jogged, chins chucked, and
ears twitched, for the purpose of keeping each other
awake. The rods and staves are frequently changed
from hand to hand, and I thought it would be a lucky
job if I could get one for a little, to enable me to
change my position. I accordingly asked a man
who had been a long time banging in this manner, if
he would allow me to take his place for some time,
and he was civil enough to do so. I therefore
set out on my travels through the prison, rapping
about me at a great rate, and with remarkable effect;
for, whatever was the cause of it, I perceived that
not a soul seemed the least inclined to doze after
a visit from me; on the contrary, I observed several
to scratch their heads, giving me at the same time
significant looks of very sincere thankfulness.
But what I am convinced was the most meritorious act
of my whole pilgrimage, as it was certainly the most
zealously performed, was a remembrance I gave the
squat fellow, who visited me in the early part of
the night. He was engaged, tooth and nail, with
another man, at a De Profundis, and although
not asleep at the time, yet on the principle that
prevention is better than cure, I thought it more prudent
to let him have his rap before the occasion for it
might come on: he accordingly got full payment,
at compound interest, for the villanous knock he had
lent me before.