broadly over the surface of the pond, as if to lure
my foot to the experiment. However, after having
stimulated myself by a fresh pater and ave, I advanced,
my eyes turned up enthusiastically to heaven—my
hands resolutely clenched—my teeth locked
together—my nerves set—and my
whole soul strong in confidence—I advanced,
I say, and lest I might give myself time to cool from
this divine glow, I made a tremendous stride, planting
my right foot exactly in the middle of the treacherous
water-lily leaf, and the next moment was up to the
neck in water. Here was devotion cooled.
Happily I was able to bottom the pool, or could swim
very well, if necessary; so I had not much difficulty
in getting out. As soon as I found myself on
the bank, I waited not to make reflections, but with
a rueful face set off at full speed for my father’s
house, which was not far distant; the water all the
while whizzing out of nay clothes, by the rapidity
of the motion, as it does from a water-spaniel after
having been in that element. It is singular to
think what a strong authority vanity has over the
principles and passions in the weakest and strongest
moments of both; I never was remarkable, at that open,
ingenuous period of my life, for secrecy; yet did
I now take especial care not to invest either this
attempt at the miraculous, or its concomitant failure,
with anything like narration. It was, however,
an act of devotion that had a vile effect on my lungs,
for it gave me a cough that was intolerable; and I
never felt the infirmities of humanity more than in
this ludicrous attempt to get beyond them; in which,
by the way, I was nearer being successful than I had
intended, though in a different sense. This happened
a month before I started for Lough Derg.
It was about six o’clock of a delightful morning
in the pleasant month of July, when I set out upon
my pilgrimage, with a single change of linen in my
pocket, and a pair of discarded shoes upon my bare
feet; for, in compliance with the general rule, I
wore no stockings. The sun looked down upon all
nature with great good humor; everything smiled around
me; and as I passed for a few miles across an upland
country which stretched down from a chain of dark
rugged mountains that lay westward, I could not help
feeling, although the feeling was indeed checked—that
the scene was exhilarating. The rough upland was
in several places diversified with green spots of
cultivated land, with some wood, consisting of an
old venerable plantation of mountain pine, that hung
on the convex sweep of a large knoll away to my right,—with
a broad sheet of lake that curled to the fresh arrowy
breeze of morning, on which a variety of water-fowl
were flapping their wings or skimming along, leaving
a troubled track on the peaceful waters behind them;
there were also deep intersections of precipitous or
sloping glens, graced with hazel, holly, and every
description of copse-wood. On other occasions
I have drunk deeply of pleasure, when in the midst
of this scenery, bearing about me the young, free,
and bounding spirit, its first edge of enjoyment unblunted
by the collision of base minds and stony hearts, against
which experience jostles us in maturer life.