rewards for political prostitution, parcelled out to
meet the sordid spirit of family alliances and ungodly
bargains; or, in other words, to turn her into a mass
of bribes—a base appendage to the authority
of the British minister, who used her as the successful
medium of at once enslaving and demoralizing the country,
instead of elevating and civilizing it. It is
for this great neglect of national duty, and for permitting
ourselves to be imbued with the carnal and secular
spirit, which has led us so far from practical truth
and piety, that the church is now suffering.
We have betrayed our trust, and been treacherous both
to God and man. For my own part, my children,
I am glad that I and mine have been counted worthy
to suffer in this cause. We are now passing through
the furnace, but we shall come out purified. Our
grossness shall be purged away, and the proud spirit
of mammon burned out of us. But you know that
God, my dear ones, can accomplish a double purpose
by the same means. Our church shalt be exalted
and purified, and her ministers prepared for a higher
and holier mission than that in which they have hitherto
been engaged. She shall awaken to a sense of her
great responsibility; a new spirit shall be created
within her; a living energy shall characterize those
who have slumbered under the unholy shadows which
she has cast around her, and those who think that they
are smiting her unto death shall find that they have
been made only the instruments in God’s hands
for the purification of her body and the regeneration
of her spirit. Charles,” he added, turning
to the boy, who still wept, although as furtively
as he could, “bear up, my child: Ned, you
may rest assured, will make as little delay as possible,
and I hope he will bring us relief.”
“Mamma,” said the invalid, looking up
tenderly into her face, “will you—oh!
no, not you, mamma—Emily will—a
mouthful of drink, Emily dear, and let it be pure
water, Emily; I think it agrees with me best.”
“Alas, my darling!” exclaimed her mother,
wiping away a few quiet tears, “I have nothing
else to give you.”
“Well, mamma, but you know I like it very much.”
“Precious child,” replied her mother,
again tenderly pressing her to her bosom; “we
all know your goodness, and the reluctance with which
you ask anything that you fear might occasion us trouble.
Dearest life, it will be the memory of these glimpses
of angelic goodness that will wring our hearts when
you are——” She paused, for
the words had been uttered unconsciously.
“Yes,” said her father, “they will
console us, my child, and make your memory smell sweet,
and blossom from the very dust. You have probably
heard of the beautiful sentiment so exquisitely delineated
by the great painter—’I too have
been in Arcadia,’—and will it not
be something to us to be able to say,—’We
too have an angel in paradise!’”
Her sister brought her a cup of cold water, with which,
after thanking her with a sweet smile, she merely
wet her lips. “Alas! I am very troublesome
to you all, but I shall not long—”