might in the sanctity of unreproving nature cherish
her affection for the youth whose image was ever,
ever before her. At home such was the timid delicacy
of her love, that she felt as if its indulgence even
in the stillest depths of her own heart, was disturbed
by the conversation of her kindred, and the familiar
habits of domestic life. Her father’s, her
brother’s, and her sisters’ voices, produced
in her a feeling of latent shame, which, when she
supposed for a moment that they could guess her attachment,
filled her with anxiety and confusion. She experienced
besides a sense of uneasiness on reflecting that she
practiced, for the first time in their presence, a
dissimulation so much at variance with the opinion
she knew they entertained of her habitual candor.
It was, in fact, the first secret she had ever concealed
from them; and now the suppression of it in her own
bosom made her feel as if she had withdrawn that confidence
which was due to the love they bore her. This
was what kept her so much in her own room, or sent
her abroad to avoid all that had a tendency to repress
the indulgence of an attachment that had left in her
heart a capacity for no other enjoyment. But
in solitude she was far from every thing that could
disturb those dreams in which the tranquility of nature
never failed to entrance her. There was where
the mysterious spirit that raises the soul above the
impulses of animal life, mingled with her being—and
poured upon her affection the elemental purity of that
original love which in the beginning preceded human
guilt.
It is, indeed, far from the contamination of society—in
the stillness of solitude when the sentiment of love
comes abroad before its passion, that the heart can
be said to realize the object of its devotion, and
to forget that its indulgence can ever be associated
with error. This is, truly, the angelic love
of youth and innocence; and such was the nature of
that which the beautiful girl felt. Indeed, her
clay was so divinely tempered, that the veil which
covered her pure and ethereal spirit, almost permitted
the light within to be visible, and exhibited the
workings of a soul that struggled to reach the object
whose communion with itself seemed to constitute the
sole end of its existence.
The evening on which Jane and Charles Osborne met
for the first time, unaccompanied by their friends,
was one of those to which the power of neither pen
nor pencil can do justice. The sun was slowly
sinking among a pile of those soft crimson clouds,
behind which fancy is so apt to picture to itself
the regions of calm delight that are inhabited by the
happy spirits of the blest; the sycamore and hawthorn
were yet musical with the hum of bees, busy in securing
their evening burthen for the hive. Myriads of
winged insects were sporting in the sunbeams; the
melancholy plaint of the ringdove came out sweetly
from the trees, mingled with the songs of other birds,
and the still sweeter voice of some happy groups of