So far, then, Woodward, she felt, stood without blame
with respect to his brother. And how could she
suspect Caterine to have been the agent of that gentleman,
when she knew now that her object in seeking an interview
with herself was to put her on her guard against him?
The case was clear, and, to her, dreadful as it was
clear. She felt herself now, however, in that
mood which no sympathy can alleviate or remove.
She experienced no wish to communicate her distress
to any one, but resolved to preserve the secret in
her own bosom. Here, then, was she left to suffer
the weight of a twofold affliction—the
dread of Woodward, with which Caterine’s intelligence
had filled her heart, feeble, and timid, and credulous
as it was upon any subject of a superstitious tendency—and
the still deeper distress which weighed her down in
consequence of Charles Lindsay’s treachery and
dishonor. Alas! poor Alice’s heart was not
one for struggles, nurtured and bred up, as she had
been, in the very wildest spirit of superstition,
in all its degrading ramifications. There was
something in the imagination and constitution of the
poor girl which generated and cherished the superstitions
which prevailed in her day. She could not throw
them off her mind, but dwelt upon them with a kind
of fearful pleasure which we can understand from those
which operated upon our own fancies in our youth.
These prepare the mind for the reception of a thousand
fictions concerning ghosts, witches, fairies, apparitions,
and a long catalogue of nonsense, equally disgusting
and repugnant to reason and common-sense. It
is not surprising, then, that poor Alice’s mind
on that night was filled with phantasms of the most
feverish and excited description. As far as she
could, however, she concealed her agitation from her
parents, but not so successfully as to prevent them
from perceiving that she was laboring under some extraordinary
and unaccountable depression. This unfortunately
was too true. On that night she experienced a
series of such wild and frightful visions as, when
she was startled out of them, made her dread to go
again to sleep. The white hare, the Black Spectre,
but, above all, the fearful expression her alarmed
fancy had felt in Woodward’s eye, which was riveted
upon her, she thought, with a baleful and demoniacal
glance, that pierced and prostrated her spirit with
its malignant and supernatural power; all these terrible
images, with fifty other incoherent chimeras, flitted
before the wretched girl’s imagination during
her feverish slumbers. Towards morning she sank
into a somewhat calmer state of rest, but still with
occasional and flitting glimpses of the same horrors.
So far the master-spirit had set, at least, a portion of his machinery in motion, in order to work out his purposes; but we shall find that his designs became deeper and blacker as he proceeded in his course.