fury, and forced to take to his bed for days together.
On the present occasion, a considerable portion of
his indignation was caused by the fact, that he knew
not the individual against whom to direct it.
His daughter, as a daughter, had been to him an object
of perfect indifference, from the day of her birth
up to that moment; that is to say, he was utterly
devoid of all personal love and tenderness for her,
whilst, at the same time, he experienced, in its full
force, a cold, conventional ambition, which, although
without honor, principle, or affection, yet occasioned
him to devote all his efforts and energies to her
proper establishment in the world. In her early
youth, for instance, she had suffered much from delicate
health, so much, indeed, that she was more than once
on the very verge of death; yet, on no occasion, was
he ever known to manifest the slightest parental sorrow
for her illness. Society, however, is filled with
such fathers, and with too many mothers of a like
stamp. So far, however, as Lucy Gourlay was concerned,
this proud, unprincipled spirit of the world supplied
to her, to a certain extent at least, the possession
of that which affection ought to have given.
Her education was attended to with the most solicitous
anxiety—not in order to furnish her mind
with that healthy description of knowledge which strengthens
principle and elevates the heart, but that she might
become a perfect mistress of all the necessary and
fashionable accomplishments, and shine, at a future
day, an object of attraction on that account.
A long and expensive array of masters, mistresses,
and finishers, from almost every climate and country
of Europe, were engaged in her education, and the
consequence was, that few young persons of her age
and sex were more highly accomplished. If his
daughter’s head ached, her father never suffered
that circumstance to disturb the cold, stern tenor
of his ambitious way; but, at the same time, two or
three of the most eminent physicians were sent for,
as a matter of course, and then there were nothing
but consultations until she recovered. Had she
died, Sir Thomas Gourlay would not have shed one tear,
but he would have had all the pomp and ceremony due
to her station in life solemnly paraded at her funeral,
and it is very likely that one or other of our eminent
countrymen, Hogan or M’Dowall, had they then
existed, would have been engaged to erect her a monument.
And yet the feeling which he experienced, and which regulated his life, was, after all, but a poor pitiful parody upon true ambition. The latter is a great and glorious principle, because, where it exists, it never fails to expand the heart, and to prompt it to the performance of all those actions that elevate our condition and dignify our nature. Had he experienced anything like such a feeling as this, or even the beautiful instincts of parental affection, he would not have neglected, as he did, the inculcation of all those virtues and principles which render education valuable, and prevent it from degenerating into an empty parade of mere accomplishments.