and had so nearly saturated his whole being, that
he could not for some time actually determine whether
the knowledge of his wife’s situation was more
agreeable to his affection, or repugnant to the parsimonious
disposition which had quickened his heart into an
energy incompatible with natural benevolence, and the
perception of those tender ties which spring up from
the relations of domestic life. For a considerable
time this struggle between the two principles went
on; sometimes a new hope would spring up, attended
in the background by a thousand affecting circumstances—on
the other hand, some gloomy and undefinable dread
of exigency, distress, and ruin, would wring his heart
and sink his spirits down to positive misery.
Notwithstanding this conflict between growing avarice
and affection, the star of the father’s love
had risen, and though, as we have already said, its
light was dim and unsteady, yet the moment a single
opening occurred in the clouded mind, there it was
to be seen serene and pure, a beautiful emblem of
undying and solitary affection struggling with the
cares and angry passions of life. By degrees,
however, the husband’s heart became touched
by the hopes of his younger years, former associations
revived, and remembrances of past tenderness, though
blunted in a heart so much changed, came over him like
the breath of fragrance that has nearly passed away.
He began, therefore, to contemplate the event without
foreboding, and by the time the looked-for period
arrived, if the world and its debasing influences were
not utterly overcome, yet nature and the quickening
tenderness of a father’s feeling had made a
considerable progress in a heart from which they had
been long banished. Far different from all this
was the history of his wife since her perception of
an event so delightful. In her was no bitter
and obstinate principle subversive of affection to
be overcome. For although she had in latter years
sank into the painful apathy of a hopeless spirit,
and given herself somewhat to the world, yet no sooner
did the unexpected light dawn upon her, than her whole
soul was filled with exultation and delight.
The world and its influence passed away like a dream,
and her heart melted into a habit of tenderness at
once so novel and exquisite, that she often assured
her husband she had never felt happiness before.
Such are the respective states of feeling in which our readers find Fardorougha Donovan and his wife, upon an occasion whose consequences run too far into futurity for us to determine at present whether they are to end in happiness or misery. For a considerable time that evening, before the arrival of Mary Moan, the males of the family had taken up their residence in an inside kiln, where, after having kindled a fire in the draught-hole, or what the Scotch call the “logie,” they sat and chatted in that kind of festive spirit which such an event uniformly produces among the servants of a family. Fardorougha himself remained for